20/11/2018

dear diary,
i met changbin today hoes, and his group with chan called 2racha?¿. i don't understand man it's some weird shit, dude said there's someone else yet to join the producer group thing but he hasn't yet and will join later, then they will become 3racha it seems. 

it's whatever but there's so much more important news right now that needs to be spilled immediately.

so first off i learnt that jenn knows korean and girlie's korean name is yunjin but im used to jennifer so i'd rather use that.

second off im meeting up with jisung later today outside FOR THE FIRST TIME, outside campus. KINDA LIKE A DATE BUT NOT? IM EXTREMELY EXCITED AND NEED TO LOOK MY BEST. so jenn, hwa, wonu, mingoo are here to help me get my shit together, pick my outfit, do my makeup, make me practice my lines and everything. even kwan is on a call with us right now and dude is yelling at mingyu bc he did some rubbish in my room and kwan supposedly saw it because mingoo was holding the camera. changbin was supposed to come but bitch dipped me for work. im offended.

jenn and hwa are currently figuring out what makeup to apply on me along with mingyu on the side raging at seungkwan through the phone because he keeps saying no to every outfit he's creating for me. wonwoo is at the store buying me some stuff to take for jisung because every decent person would take something for the other person who you're meeting. i insisted on going with wonu but hwa forced me to stay here so i had no other option but to stay because i don't want to be jumped. he took my card so um? more like snatched it from me.

jenn brought her whole makeup bag, her roommates and hwa's too. there's so much makeup here it feels like im a groom getting ready for my wedding. oh wait hongjoong is here too but he's sleeping on my bed with soonie because he was dragged here for emotional support for obvious reasons.

and i have great news for the third part is that twice is coming to new york for concerts AND YA BOY GOT TICKETS FOR 3 DAYS OF THE CONCERTS. FRONT SEAT THAT TOO LIKE?? RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE STAGE?? i spent more than half of 2 months salary on those tickets and best believe my account is crying but who cares ITS TWICE. it's also maybe because i got a ticket for changbin's boyfriend since bin told me he's broke yet a huge twice fan so i felt bad and got him a ticket too??? I MEAN THATS OKAY I LIKE SEEING PEOPLE HAPPY SO THAT ONE EXTRA TICKET FOR DAY TWO I WOULDNT MIND. he's sitting next to me too so i guess he wouldn't have to worry not knowing anyone there. please im so happy to see someone else be happy because of me that's literally my life motto.

anyways, intellectual gay bitches stan twice. im intellectual gay bitches.

oh yea and the gay bitches in my room have suddenly decided to spy on me (with my approval) because they think i'll fuck it up. i honestly would.

- love, min <3

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i know im absolutely fucking nuts and lifess for having the patience to write 50 chapters but congrats you came so far, you are on the same page as me 😚