20/8/2014

dear diary,
BITCH WHAT CHANGBIN MARKED HIS EXISTENCE ON THIS DIARY AND IM REALIZING IT JUST NOW AFTER FOUR HOURS? oh god he heard me singing, im sure the rest of them did too if he did, damn that's embarrassing. painfully embarrassing. i can feel ot going through the peak of my veins. anw seungkwan will probably tease me about this during lunch so i need to be prepared. and him and his lover boy have been so lovey dovey girl it's sickening im so single ITS DISGUSTINGLY CUTE THERE IS NO WAY.

anyways i highly doubt i'd like anyone in the next what i can say few years idk, it's weird, sometimes i wanna boyfriend wonwoo and then other times im like fuck because why not he is mt friend

anyways imma spill some tea here about last month. so in dance last month i came up with a very nice choreo and the teacher loved it so much and was like damn bro imma take it up to the school to see if you can perform it and i was yas. then a week later we had a test and we had to freestyle (pretty shitty at that?) and the teacher expected sm from me bc i did so well the previous one WHICH WAS HOMEWORK AND I COULD PLAN EVERYTHING BEFORE HAND AND I HAD TIME FOR IT??? but yea i was sad bc he expected so much from me and i couldn't not be sad :((

i mean i know i shouldn't judge my talents based off of one test or exam but you know it's disappointing and it hurts a lot. but i guess exams are the ones that determine how good you are at something, if that's the case then there's no way im good at anything e h a. anyways, enough of that sad talk let me talk about my three loves, soonie doongie and dori.

anyways it's lunch time haha see you later dumbs

- love, min

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fuck my life