𝓓𝓮𝓪𝓻 𝓭𝓲𝓪𝓻𝔂,

I saw him in my vision again, and when I got up, I sensed his aura present in my room. Tae had to call the doctor again and when she arrived, she gave me another set of tablets which I'm gonna ignore anyway. I even saw visions of the old me writing to you, I can't believe how chubby I used to look back in high school.

As long as I don't take the medicines, I can see him, right? Though he's not present physically, he's at least there for me through my hallucinations. I don't know how long it will be until Tae finds out about this.

With love,
𝓙𝓮𝓷𝓷𝓲𝓮

Years have passed and seasons have changed, yet Jennie's warm and secure feeling when Jongin is with her will never fade away. She loves talking to him reminiscing the old days, as he laughs sweetly and brightens her up. She only wants his presence next to her, and to not let it vanish, she has stopped taking her prescribed medications that may affect her mental health. Her mother had already passed away, and her dad had been sent to the government care center as his dementia got worse and he couldn't recognize anyone anymore. Her only family is Jisoo, who now lives in New York with her children and family, and Taehyung, who refuses to leave Jennie's side.

"Jennie, how are feeling now?"

"Much better, I saw him again."

"You are still seeing him? Are you taking your meds properly Jen?"

"God, he used to call me that."

"Because it's your fucking name, dumbo."

Jennie laughed along with Taehyung as tears ran down her eyes, knowing she would never be held by Jongin or be able to walk hand-in-hand with him anymore. She met, talked, laughed, and lived with him every day, every moment, and every second, yet only as long as she didn't take her medicines.

He was alive, only in her world.