Dear Diary

Even though I stopped talking to my friends and stuff, I still feel upset when I see them hanging out.

Like the other day, I went with my best friend, I guess she got over the fact that I tried to warn her, but anyway I went out for dinner with her and we went to her house, she doesn't live that far from the school so her mom came a picked up us and we went to her house.

I actually felt like we were going to hang out more, DAMN WAS I WRONG! Why am I doing this?

After school got over, it's summer now, she and few of my other "friends" went somewhere without asking me, even after the whole day we hanged out they didn't bother to talk to me about them going to that place.

Diary I could be ending this soon... I know that I shouldn't but even though Jay told me to talk to him, I can't...

He keeps calling me but I don't answer I don't feel like talking to him or anyone, I've even blocked out my family to make it less of a heartbreaker when I decide to end everything, I've also stopped eating... Again

Why do people have to be so mean?
Why am I so attached to someone who's just gonna leave me again?

Remember when I said I didn't like the dark, because I was alone... While I've learned to love it I now feel comfort in the dark and being alone.

My heart hurts, and when I cry I can't breathe, the pain is way to much, I want to leave now!

I'm broken

Sorry dear diary

Sorry for the late update!

What's gonna happen to her?
Why do everyone keep hurting her? What did she do to deserve this?!

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