Dear Diary

I'm ok for now if you are worried I haven't did anything, like kill myself.

But I did start cutting, it hurts diary it really does, not the pain I feel because of my friends but the pain of the sharp blade cutting through my skin, so I'm not doing that again, I hope.

Also I was hanging with Jay and his friends, who would have thought that they are really nice people!

They are funny too, spending a day with them wasn't so back, in fact it was really fun it took my mind off of things.

Especially when we started playing hide and seek because they are a bunch of little kids! :)

When we were hiding my sleeve to my sweater got caught in a tree twig lifting it up showing the one scar I have there, and guess who seen it?

Jay

He got mad at me and told me if I ever think of doing this again to call him and he'll talk to me, he's really nice, I think I like him, is that bad Diary?

His friends found out too, and I have no idea how! Jay told me he didn't tell and they said he didn't so how did they found out?! God only knows!

But anyway they told me that I'm not alone and they would help me get through this, are they my friends?

Or are they tricking me?

And once I trust them they'll leave me broken again.

It's heard to trust when you've been hurt so many times...

Oh also Aisha is mad at me as well she keeps calling me a slut and hoe for apparently flirting with her turnip looking face of a boyfriend Caden, I did no such thing I hate that guy!

She's so stupid!

Sorry dear diary

Awwww our little girl is liking a guy!

But will he betray her trust just like everyone else?

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