Dear Diary

I just wanted to say that I've lost a friend today, no she didn't die, but maybe it would have been best that she did because it feels like she is gone out of my life for the rest of my life.

It all started when she started dating a guy this guy is 7 years older then her yet she still thinks she loves him.

Honestly I think I liked it better when she was dating the other guy before this one at least then she could actually hang out with me. Am I being a selfish person? I am I know it but this is my diary and only for my eyes.

She hangs with a girl that she don't even like just so she can see him more often, she never hangs with me anymore because of him and every time I ask to hang with her she says no she can't she hanging with her boyfriend today or she is with that other girl!

I'm being a horrible friend. I should be happy right? Wrong I'm not I'm actually hurting right now, I don't know what the future will hold and it's almost summer.

Truth be told it wouldn't surprise me if she didn't hang with me the whole summer, but that's fine by me I have nothing more to say, if she is going to hurt me I guess I should cut all ties to her.

We can't work this out even if we tried that boy always gets in the way, I guess this is why I'd rather be single then taken.

I'm always the one who loves more... That's my problem.

Sorry dear diary

This isn't based on no one just something I have thought of.

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