27th January, 2018

Dear Diary,
I owe an apology to everyone.

First and foremost, to my parents for not speaking to them and taking their help with all these pathetic emotions. I think the reason I didn't share anything with them was because they didn't know of my encounter with Jungkook. I felt so full of guilt that I could never bring myself to tell them what had happened. They know now. They forgave me immediately and rather reprimanded me for not sharing my emotions with them. They asked me a question that made me angry with myself. They asked me whether I actually thought depriving them of another son would make them feel better. I realise that I have been a selfish person. All this just goes to show how little I care about those around me and how bothered I am by how the world views me. I hope that since I have understood this now, I can work towards becoming a better person. My role model is Jungkook.

Jin and Yana are the most understanding siblings ever. I can't begin to describe how wonderful they are. I wish I had been less selfish so that I could have seen the world as I see it now- a beautiful place.

Namjoon and Hoseok are rather like worried parents, except I think Namjoon is secretly dating Jin. That would be cute.

The concept of a soulmate is a strange one. Your soulmate can be anyone with whom you get along so well, you truly know each other. Your soulmate can be your parent, your brother, your sister, your best friend. Your soulmate does not necessarily have to be one with whom you make a family and spend the rest of your life. They can be any person that truly understands you, the essence of who you are, and loves you for it. And you do the same for them.

Jimin is an angel. He is like a reincarnation of Jungkook. My soulmate. I love him with all my being and I would like to believe that he loves me like that too. I apologised to him for being such a selfish jerk. He said I had nothing to feel sorry for, that he knew how it felt. I'm eternally grateful to him, and for him. I hope he is mine forever.

Madly in love,
Min Yoongi

A/N: oooooookay, this concept of soulmate is rather different in my head, so I tried putting it through. I hope you understand! 💕 Do tell me your views on soulmates! 😊