Dear Diary,

He didn't message me at all today.

I tried to talk to him but he didn't open my message.

It's school break so I won't even be able to see him for another week and a half.

I'm so unsure about what I should do.

Does he find me annoying, because I always try to talk to him?

The only problem is that I can't get him out of my head. He is the only thing I can ever think about and everything seems to remind me of him.

Oh please tell me what to do.

I've tried to give him time but I'm afraid that if I do, he will forget about me and move on.

Does he even think about me at all.

I used to think that he did but I'm not too sure anymore.

I've been contemplating telling him how I feel about him, but I can't. Not if he isn't messaging me anymore.

I used to wake up every morning and have messages from him and then go to sleep at night with him saying that he'll message me tomorrow but I haven't had anything like that for at least 2 days now.

What am I meant to do?

Is he waiting for me to make the next move, because I have tried so many times and nothing I can do is working.

I just want to hear his voice and see his face.