I realized something at school today. I realized the even if Camden is the love of my life (which he's not), we are probably not meant meant to be. In 3rd Grade I was his friend and now, I am like a nobody. He never talks to me. I just wish that dreams could come true. I believe that if I wish the something good will happen, It never comes true. I should just move on to someone else. Besides, on the last day of school (Well earlier in the year we had to write about someone that Mrs. Weber would choose, and I had to write about Camden and draw a pic of him) he acted scared of my picture I drew of him and all the boys made fun of it! (if I may be honest, it was a terrible drawing. 0/10) I was hurt so bad! So 5 seconds ago I drew this on my hand. *insert doodle of a crossed out C, a broken heart, and a sad face*

I had a better chance with him last year. And now if I tell him I will be the target for all bullies! Maybe I should date Mitchell, he would probably say yes. I always try to act like him! I just know he won't accept me as who I am. I'm just a regular girl who might be single at age 93. I might never get a BF. Ever. I also put this on my hand. *insert doodle of a crossed out heart with a C in the middle*

I should just tell Camden I like him. I would get it over with and find out the truth. Well I will write l write later. Bye.

My dad found out that I like someone! Soon enough they might f find out that I like Camden! Well I don't know if my dad told my mom but yes, I still like Camden. I can like him all I all I want but I might never realized that it might never happen. Well I want to read so... BYEE