Dear Diary, I have 6 days left and I still feel so upset and I wish this never had happened because I don't know what Ethan is gonig to do when I am gone, everything is just happening so quicky but at least mum got me out of school because I cannot go back there, all I did was sit in my room and listened to my favourite tunes. All of a sudden, my hair started to fall out and that made me more scared, I cleaned up my hair and placed it in the bin, I decided to go tell mum what has happened. I walked out of my room and went into the kitchen to tell mum, she said when all of my hair has fallen out, I needed to wear a beanie so that no one will freak out that I had no hair, I agreed with my mum and walked back to my room.

There was a knock at the door and I decided to stay in my room, and then I heard footsteps coming to my room, when the door opened I saw Ethan standing there with flowers in his hand, he was the sweetest boyfriend I have ever had, he came in and closed the door and hugged me close and tightly. I felt happier that he is here with me, we hung out together talking and then he had to go because he had to go to school the next morning, we kissed and he left my room and walked out the front door. I went out of my room and grabbed a vase with water in it and placed the flowers in the vase then I walked back into my room and placed the vase with flowers on my desk.

I smelt the flowers and they smelt so beautiful, they were nice and fresh and they looked beautiful aswell, I lied down on my bed and looked up at the cealing thinking about Ethan, he was so dreamy and perfect, I wish I could spend more time with him but I couldn't because I don't have long to live. I sat in my room sighing and wishing that  I could live longer and still be with Ethan but that was never going to happen, this is all happening too quickly and whatever happens, I know that Ethan is going to be so upset.