Dear Diary, I woke up today feeling excited because it was the last day of school and after that, it was holidays so I woke up and did what I usually did and went to school, all of my friends were so excited for the holidays and so was Ethan, everyone just could not wait till school was over so they could do whatever they wanted to do, they all hung out together and recess and lunchtime, then when the school bell rang, everyone rushed out of the school and cheered that it was over, they all went home and spent the holidays doing what they usually do but when I got home my mother had to tell me something.

She told me that I needed to go get a blood test, she didn't tell me why so I agreed and got changed then went into the car, we drove all the way to the doctors to get my blood tested, we waited for 10 minutes for them to check it and when they came and told me and my mum, I was is such a shock, I didn't want to speak. The doctor said that I have cancer and he doesn't know how long I am going to live for, we thanked the doctor and left, when we got home I ran into my room and closed the door, I layed on my bed and cried. I didn't want it to be like this, it was the worst day ever but I don't know how I am going to tell Elisabeth or Ethan, I don't know what to do but all I know is that we don't know how long I am going to live.

I sat in my room all holidays and thought about all of this, it made me feel unhappy that I didn't want to go to school, I haven't even replied to Ethan's messages lately because I am scared to tell him what has been going on, I just wanted to be alone and hope that I can get cured because I don't want my life to end, I don't know what I am gonig to do but there is always hope and all I have to do is wait.