20.06.2023 - Revenge vs. Giving up

I'm broken,
here is the point of no return.
I'm crying,
wish, I had never been born.

My heart is blind,
I can't feel anymore.
It's haunting me,
this never-ending war.

I'm not enough, never.
I don't fit in anywhere.
Sometimes I think, that I'm worthless
and my life will never be fair.

I'm dead and empty,
soon the sand will fall.
The clock is running,
I'm standing with my back on the wall.

But what is better than the sweet escape to death?
What is the better way?
I know, Suicide is not a solution,
promise me revenge and I will stay.

It's over, forever.
Heroes are fiction only.
The world is full of villains
and that is my destiny.

I was suffering for long,
begged the pain to end soon.
Was praying to God,
to the stars, sun, and moon.

But no one ever heard me,
So, I left the light behind.
If my life was a drama,
the villain would be my kind.

I am a little girl,
that cries herself into sleep.
The scars on my soul,
believe me, they are deep.

The world is falling apart,
Now I am feeling numb.
But someday in the shadows,
You'll see, my revenge will come.

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