My brother just told me that I'm moving school mid year. I'm exited but nervous. One of the main reasons I'm exited is because there is gonna be an art program at the school I'm moving to mid school year. It might seem odd but if you don't know me, I love art. People think it's good but at times I feel like they just say it because they don't wanna hurt my feelings. Oh yeah and did I mention that the school I'm moving to also has an advanced art program. Most people are surprised that I'm "so good" but I know I can get in if I try harder. I'm pretty confident cuz when I just moved, our neighborhood had a bunch of kids. I was slowly becoming friends with the middle school kids cuz rn hey were like me. But the thing that I realized when I showed them my art was everyone loved it. They looked speechless. I'm guessing that they hadn't seem good art at there school so I won't have too much competition. But honestly I know I shouldn't be over confident. I don't wanna sound bratty or anything but I love art and if I can't do it as a job when I grow up then I could do it before I grow up and as a hobby. I'm taking art all seriously just like school overall. I feel like people underestimate the fact that art can be a job. Like painting walls, YouTube, selling art, and so much more. People who say that those aren't real jobs are real jerks. They won't ever understand the investment and effort you put to do something related to ur passion. All of my friends are very supportive of me and my idea that I didn't get to this summer. The idea was to paint on walls but instead of one or 2 colors, different designs instead and certain things. People think it's lame but my friends have supported me a lot still. I could even do stained glass and cds and all that crap. Plus the best part, 3 words. ME GET MONEY. I'm not just taking money as in 15 dollars a wall but more like 75 dollars a wall or more. I bet that people are willing to pay more than 75 tho. Again, I haven't been overconfident about it succeeding because there are a lotta challenges that I know I will face. Like I'm not an adult so people won't take me seriously. Then other people would just yell at me and say they didn't want the business. Then other people would have rude comments. That's just a few challenges. Hopefully my business grows tho I rly need people who want my business. It's been a long summer for me and although I don't want it to end, I'm dying to get my schedule I've been looking for it everywhere online. Me and my friends NEED to know but it's actually soon that school start. To be fair we r supposed to get it 3 days before school starts and it's not that far so I might just be over reacting but can you blame me. I want to know NOW if me and my friends are in the same classes. Oh how I hope I don't get someone like ms.abogi this year. She was the one teacher I hated and she hated me. She always picked on me cuz I got bad grades in her class like a 80 ish but tbh she rly liked me at the end of the year and wasn't that bad but she was so fucking annoying to my friend gabby like bro she didn't do anything just cuz she was 5 mins late to class u bitch. Sorry, my anger can come out like that. Me and gabby were rly good friends until the one class that we loved and had together was gone. It had to be a damn connections class. But then at the same time I was alright with it I guess. A lot of my other friends were there but no one understood me better than her and Adri. Gabby was funny and someone I could talk to and Adri was into most things that I like, I could talk to her, and she gets me. I honestly don't care if gabby has a friend group with popular kids in it, everyone thinks I only talk to her because of that but it's not like that, idc if I'm popular but I just rly want someone who has helped me so much to get good grades on her stuff. To me, I feel like a grade defines me and I used to cry everytime I got a bad grade after coming home so I know how she feels, I'm just trying to help her so she can be on her phone more and actually get good grades without trying.