Dear diary,
            Every thing is falling to pieces around me. My mind is dark and blank and I'm finding it hard to find the motivation to even get out of bed. I can't seem to remember anything that happened more than a week ago, and I'm losing days at a time. I find myself just staring blankly at the wall for hours on end, just trapped in my own mind. I want to get out, I feel like I'm drowning.