I know this is hypocritical of me to talk about.. But I'm gonna talk about it anyways.

The first thing I'm gonna say, is don't kill yourself. I don't care how much you hate yourself or how much people hate you. Don't. Kill. Yourself. Please. I don't know how or when, because believe me, I have these thoughts too. But this pain, the self hate and the bullying, it will all go away. If you would just talk your feelings out with someone, I promise it will make yo feel better. It doesn't even have to be a therapist. I am talking my feelings out with someone on Wattpad. And she too, is depressed. In my opinion, talking to someone who understands the pain you're feeling helps more, because it makes you feel like you're not the only one struggling to recover. You can talk to me, for example. I may not be an expert, but I understand. I care. And you don't deserve this, even if you believe you do.

If you still consider suicide, just think of your family, and if you don't think they care, think of your friends, your teachers even. Me. Even if I don't know you, I would be completely devastated if you took your own life.

So, please. Please don't. I promise that somehow, this will get better.  Just try and pull through. Try.

If somebody reading this does want to try and talk to me to get help, just message me privately. I won't talk about the conversations to anyone.

~Macy