Dear diary,

It's me again and like always since this week I wake up for school at 6 am .
But today I woke up with my head dizzy I'm seeing stars early in the morning and my back ,legs ,arms my whole body hurts like fuck yesterday I didn't take a shower due to my dizziness and guess what I slept with my school uniform which is now ripped in all places with blood smeared on it .

Well for the first time in my life since i was born I had another spare of clean uniform I walked well tried to with broken bones I went in the shower and of course it's cold not that cold since we're in summer so the water is a bit warm but still cold .

I almost shouted when the water touched my body it stung I felt like my body was burning .

When I was done I went downstairs and saw my father sleeping on the couch like always it's his daily routine I didn't feel like eating so I just headed out for school . My legs were trembling I couldn't walk properly people all over the city were staring at me I just ignored then and continued my way .

On my Way to F.T.A i met natsu he seemed really happy to see me for some reason? He suddenly stopped his feet from walking and looked at me shocked as if he saw a ghost .

He panicked and said "what the fuck happened to you OMG Luce look at all the bruises you have on your lovely face what the hell happened ?!tell me ?!"

I couldn't find the right words to say so I dropped my gaze down on the ground
I didn't want to drag him in my stories nor did I want to put his life on the line or in danger I just can't tell him.

"Nothing I just fell again you know my clumsy self " I lied .i felt really bad especially since I lied to the one person I don't want to hurt you see ,I start to feel things I never geeked before when I'm around him he changed me I used to not talk and be alone until he came around he made me look at the world in a different angle in starting to like life .thanks to him I want to live near him always have him by my side he's the one that made me talk after 11 years I wasn't talking only small words like yes or no and sometimes I would just nod or shake my head and that was for Virgo so with strangers I wouldn't even utter a word that the whole school though I was mute and now I'm starting to talk more freely with natsu for the moment soon I might talk in class .

"Listen I know your lying but if you don't want to tell me it's fine but please take care of yourself I don't seeing you hurt it hurts me too you know"

"Thanks natsu " I whispered "thanks for caring"

"Silly that's what friends are for "

We arrived at school and guess what natsu called a bunch of guys and girls who I think were his friends to come over .

"Luce these are my friends gray,gajeel,jellal ,Romeo,laxus ,elfman,juvia, levy,erza,Wendy,Mira,cana and lisanna "

They all greeted me and this time I had the courage to speak with my head looking at the ground I said "nice to meet you I'm Lucy " when I looked up I saw them all with a look hmmm well the sand as natsu when he saw my scars .

"Wow you can talk I though no we thought you were mute " the girl Cana said

"Cana that's rude sorry Lucy San she's always like this in glad you talked to us i never heard your voice before" I think her names Wendy

"Especially since we're in the sand class bunny girl" -gajeel and let me tell you that I was embarrassed as hell bunny girl what bam is that .?

"Gajeel I swear if you call her bunny girl again I'll do a fire dragon fist on your face"

"Oh yeah salamander?"

"Yes metal face " I think they love bickering I mean i did notice gray and natsu fighting before but never gajeel oh well the world is full of surprises right?.

"NATSU GAJEEL ENOUGH " erza shouted she creeped me out

"Ok let's get going in class come on Luce" and that's how I made new friends in the school I already told you that there was some students glaring and some were smiling well the smiling squad was them I didn't meet the glaring team and I don't want to .

"I heard lisanna whispering something in natsu's ear and since I was just next to him I heard a bit I ruins she said how dud she have all these marks or do thing like that .

I saw him shrug and then continued our way to class . When I went to sit down a few students were here since it was still early I never noticed that my new friends were all seated behind us wow that's great right .

I was about to read a book Mathis book precisely until natsu put a bag on my desk and mentioned for me to open it.

I hesitate but at the end I opened the bag and saw a small box I looked at him with a questioning look while he just smiled like an angel .

I opened it and saw a phone and iPhone the latest one I couldn't accept it I tried to return it but he insisted and said that he already putted all our friends contact inside I hugged him .

For the fist time in a life time I hugged hugged some one and that was natsu
When class started I started to feel dizzy again the teacher called me to the board to finish the calculation I stood up like he wanted to and made my way to the front I answered the right questions and made my way back to my seat I was half way there when my head felt 10 times worse and I saw black all black no light or a spark nothing I fainted .

I woke up in the school clinic with the whole group sleeping near my bed they were so cute I didn't want to wake them up so I stood up to take a cup of water when i heard I think was natsu with the doctor or sone strange man talking they said " sorry you have to bring her In the hospital she had a severe conclusion in her head she was lucky enough to survive till now " "thanks doc I'll bring her tomorrow thanks again "

He came back and stared at me the group woke up and sent me home well natsu send me home since the others lived down from where I was .

"I'll see you tomorrow Luce and we'll do a check  up at the hospital ok ?"

"Ok thanks natsu " I kissed his cheek goodbye again I did something new and went inside my room I felt too tired to cook or even eat so I slept and now here I am writing at 3am my day in you dairy I'll leave for now.

Love Lucy heartfilia xxx