Dear Luce,

I bet you already know who is writing but just in case yeah it's me natsu . Today it's the worst day of my life I was watching tv when a sudden phone call ruined my day telling me you had a brain cancer and you'll be put in the E.R .

Why did you hide it from us ...... From me !?!

When I heard you were dead it was the worst thing that could happen to me I want you back Luce I want you back !!!

Mavis gave us your diary your last words written in your hand writing will always stay in our hearts .this date will stay in our minds .

On the year 777 / 07 / 7 our friend Lucy heartfilia died from a tumor caused by her father which had grown to be a brain cancer .

Your weren't supposed to die you had a long life to live with us ...... With me .... You said I saved your life more then I imagined but today I couldn't saved you you died in front of me .

I HATE YOU LUCE WHY DID YOU HAVE TO LEAVE !!!!! WHY !?!

And besides you mistook us I never kissed lissana Luce that day where you saw us together was because I told her that'll I'll confess my feelings for YOU she gave me ideas and we decided to meet the next day .

That day lis had something in her eyes which she couldn't take out so I leaned I her face to see BUT I NEVER KISSED HER  of course from the back it will look as if we did but be live me we didn't .I wouldn't dare kiss her since I LOVE YOU LUCE !!!!

But I was too late I never got to tell you how I really feel if I did maybe this wouldn't have happened and maybe you'll be alive right now .

We went out of Mavis office to meet you in the E.R where you were still on the emergency bed lifeless . If we didn't know you were dead people will think you were just asleep that's what I wanted to believe but we have to be realistic .

The doctors said we have to put you in the fridge where they keep all the corpse until their funeral . Its hard to say goodbye the girls cried more when they saw you .

Luce look at what you've done .

They put you on a different bed and covered your face with a bed sheet this time it's over I wanted to kill someone so I punched the walls while my tears fell one by one you left us Luce ..... You left me and you want me to be happy tell me how can I be if your gone I still see your face when I close my eyes I still smell your scent everywhere I go .

You wanted us to live our life right? But how can we when we lost our source of light . You never noticed it Luce but you were the one who kept us moving on in this world that's cruel and unfair for taking the life of my beloved one ,my best friend ,the girl I loved and  and the girl I wished to marry in the future.

We followed you where you'll be staying for some time frozen .
"I can't look sorry guys " levy cried on gajeel chest they did what you wanted they confessed even if it wasn't time they did it to make you happy .

"This is all my fault I should've known that my friend no sister was in love with natsu . I'm the one who caused this ...... I'm so sorry ... I do t deserve to be friends with you guys .... I ki-"

"Stop it lisanna .... It's not your fault Lucy had a choice to live but she preferred to die it's not your fault ........ It's hers"

"NATSU !!!!! Lucy preferred to die then to live in pain don't you think she suffered too much being .... No .... Living with an abusive father ..... Living with no mother since birth ..... And losing one of the people she loved the most ..... How will you take it if you were in her place .... I know that if I was in her place I would've ended my life a long time ago "

What levy said made sense and she marked a point we were so sad that we or rather I didn't see how much you suffered .

"It's time I think you want to tell her your last goodbye ?" The doc said I think his name was zeref or something.

We couldn't even utter a word when he revealed your face we just stood there crying .my mind let you go but my heart is still holding on to you .

I hugged your cold body hoping to give you some warmth . My tears fell on your cheeks "no please don't take her away from me I'm begging you "

"Natsu you have to let her go ... Come on .... Natsu hugging and trapping her in your arms won't bring her back!"

"Levy please let me hug her ...she's so cold I must warm her up "

"Oy flame brain .... She's dead she won't come back ..... It's no use to make her warm she'll stay cold since SHES DEAD !!!"

"NO !!!! SHES JUST ASLEEP !!!"

"NATSU !!!! LET HER GO "

"NO I WONT !!! ILL NEVER LET HER GO!!!"

I couldn't let you go I didn't want to believe that you were dead .

"NATSUUUUU!!!!!!"

They tried to take you but my grip was strong gray and gajeel grabbed my arms making you fall on my laps I started to punch him and they did the same until one move made me lose my mind ..... Gray's punch went at you it hit your chest that's when I lost control .

"YOUR DEAD GRAY !!!!!"

I pushed him on the wall and punch him until he spit blood .i quickly went where you were and hold your body in my embrace .

"OMG !!!! LOOK !!!"

We all turned where levy shouted and pointed at . Guess what she was showing ????

Right there on my lap and arms the girl that I was trying to warm up and didn't want to let go was starting to get her colors back and being warmer we couldn't believe our eyes .!

"L-LUCY !!! "

We all said in unison how could it be possible soon your chest went up and down telling us you were breathing .
You were alive Luce you came back !!!

You slowly opened your eyes and you smiled while we cried but not from sadness but from happiness. I was the first person your eyes went on you looked at me and smiled even more .

"N-natsu ?"

"I'm here Luce "
And I'll always be from now on .

Luce we have a lot to talk about ...

Love your soon to be boyfriend xxx