dear deer dearest,

we hung out today.

you took me to an arcade that we always went to when we were best friends.

you insisted on paying for my food and games. i told you that i thought chivalry was dead. you laughed a laugh that did not sound like your usual laugh.

and for a moment when we were playing games in the dark room, I almost forgot about what had happened between us.

i almost forgot what i had done.

i enjoyed myself. thank you.

with all the love in the world,

the girl with a broken heart