dear deer dearest,

summer vacation is over today. it hit me very suddenly this morning that i would have to see you soon. that i may have to talk to you.

i'm not sure if i'm ready for that.

shit. i hate school.

i've been at my family's cabin with my cousins and aunts. but you would know that, wouldn't you?

it was fun, i suppose. a lot of screaming and weird family things that usually come with reunions.

i don't want to face you.

god, i'm so screwed up.

i just wanted to say i'm sorry. can you forgive me? can we be friends?

i'm not only fucked up, but i fucked up. but you know that too, don't you?

please forgive me, you arrogant jerk. please.

i'm too emotional, and i hate that about myself.

with all to love in the world,

the girl with a broken heart