DEAR DEATH [part 9]
dedicated to ChinuSWords

dear death,

you take and take and take, without any strings attached. so gracefully, so naturally. and that's why i'm so afraid of you. not because you may meet me one day, but the fact that you may take away the ones i love, and it's pure torture to imagine a life without them... because then it's no longer living; it is death. now that i think about it, i didn't write all these letters to you, but to myself. i appreciated you, pointed out your flaws, but you know them already; i was trying to accept you all along. you'll never value the words i wrote for you. but it's fine because now i know my worth. as much as i wish to be someone like you, i'll lose myself if i do so. and all my unanswered questions? well, curiosity killed the cat. until we meet, goodbye.

your beloved,
SweetSimu.