Dear Jade,

Chris rushed me to the hospital after my attempt. The docters are decideing whether I should be put in a mental hospital or not. Chris wants me to go so I can move on with life. But I don't think I can move on...can I? Jade the last time I smiled is when I was with you. but then you decided to commit suicide and died in my arms. Why? Jade? There was a reason was there? or was it because you were too sad to live?

I'm too sad to live.

But Chris won't let me leave this world.

-Jace