Her

Dear Daylight,

        I leave in a few months and its sad to think that I'm spending them away from him instead of in his arms but this was my choice.  I chose wrong. Everyone is begining to worry that this emptiness is not heartbreak but something more, something worse. I've been thinking of him a lot lately more so dreaming than thinking.  In my dreams he is holding me close and refuses to let me go. I have many regrets now a days and only one fear. I'm afraid of waking up from theese dreams because if I had the choice they would be real.

                                                              From a girl who has no choice