Dear Missed. [28]
"No bed is big enough to hold three." ~ German Proverb.
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"Oh my God, Angie don't make it a big deal." I facepalmed.
"You slept with the 'Harry Styles' and I'm the last person to know...wow." She said on the other side of the receiver, in a playful tone. "Well that doesn't matter but you gave your virginity to him."
"Can we talk about something else." I groaned covering my face with a pillow.
"No, absolutely not." She replied.
"How's California ?" I asked.
"We ain't done here...bi-" she paused. "Was the sex good though ? and thanks for asking I'm super bored, Cali is great." I could sense the sarcasm from her voice.
"Honestly I enjoyed every moment of it, why didn't you tell me that it was that good ? I would have lost my viginity earlier."
"Well you didn't ask so ?"
"As a friend it would have been great if you told me."
"Okay I'm telling you now. Sex is amazing. but wait don't get pregnant or anything...I'm not ready to host a baby shower for my best friend yet." She said in a nonchalant tone making me laugh, i missed her so much.
"No babies anytime soon." I replied laughing to myself.
"Anyways how's Zayn ? Is he doing anything that I would want him to- I know I sound like a stalker or whatever but as a friend you would tell me right even if he is your twin...if it just so happened that he was cheating." She said without taking a breather.
"Uhm i don't know." I said in a lazy tone.
"Oh no, I definitely know something is up. How can you not know ? Don't you live in the same house ? oh his cheating ? dammit I knew it."
"No no, I'm being honest, he's always playing video games with his friends so I doubt he has anytime for cheating." I assured her even though I was not even sure myself.
"You are right." She said calmly.
"Why don't you give him a call ?" I suggested.
"Yepp good idea but I don't want to sound or act like a clingy girlfriend." She said in a thoughtful tone.
"Right." I added.
"Anyways maybe next summer, he will invite me over or wait you should have invited as my best friend and all." She giggled. "Girlfriend code."
"Mhm I never thought about it but that would have been great because I never really had many friends and my parents must think I'm a loner so if you came over here next summer it would be great."
I always told them about Angie but I'm sure they probably thought she was an imaginary friend or something but I don't want to see her getting hurt by my own brother. I understand she loves him but I don't think their relationship is going to go far, I know my brother...he's probably back in Vicky Hayden's arms or some slut or something.
"I have to go, my little annoying brother again..." She sighed.
"I wish I had a younger brother too, besides your brother is nothing but adorable."
"You wouldn't be saying that if you lived with him in the same house, trust me."
"MILES FUCKING STOP IT, I WILL TELL MOM !!!" She yelled. "Zaneh I will call you later love you loads." She sighed before hanging up.
I switched my phone off, there were no messages from Harry which was definitely a good sign but a part of me was kinda disappointed. I stood up and looked out the window, trying to figure out how i really felt about Harry. Ofcause I had made my mind but for some reason I got worried when he didn't chase me around anymore.
You pushed him away, did you not ?
This is what I wanted so it's good, maybe I was just feeling horny or whatever but honestly I loved Harry's presence even if we weren't getting naked. I liked his smile, the way he looks at me after sex, the way his dimples form when he clenches his jaw, the way he bites his bottom lip when he is out of words, the way he says a whole lot of nothing without without thinking, the way he fidgets with his car keys when bored, the way his green eyes flutter open in the open as he looks at me in awe, the way he holds my hand without realising it, the way he laughs, the way winks at me when I stare for too long...oh Harry.
"Zaneh, I'm talking to you ?" I turned around to find Zayn waving his right hands in my face, snapping me out of my thoughts.
"Whaaaaat ?" I stepped away from the window and slumped myself on my single bed that still had pink covers. It was the same way it had been before I left for college.
"I just wanted to say...I'm proud of you." He said scratching the back of his head.
"What are you talking about ?" I furrowed my eyebrows as he just stood there being weird.
"You haven't slept with Harry an i bet you wouldn't ."
"What are you saying ?" I nervously laughed.
"Don't take it the wrong way. I made a bet with Harry that you wouldn't sleep with him and you didn't, I believed in you." he added.
But I did.
"Huh ?" I said my mind swimming in a pool of confusion.
"Harry lost the bet, he told me himself that he didn't sleep with you, he wanted to but you turned him down." He grimaced proudly.
Was he embarrassed about telling his friends ?
No you told him not to tell and he didn't ? happy.
"Erm okay." I said still not sure about my choice of words.
"FYI...If Harry had slept with you, i swear I would rip his fucking head off and feed it to the dogs and as for you. I would lock you inside your room for eternity." He paused. "So don't attempt it." He warned biting the apple he had in his hand. I stared at him in disbelief.
"You are unbelievable." I shook my head grabbing my headphones.
"I'm fucking serious...Zaneh." He clenched his jaw.
"Yeah right and I'm the only child." I rolled my eyes.
"Don't be smart with me, Missy."
"FYI we were actually born on the same day same hour, just three minutes difference, i think you forgot that part." I faked an innocent smile.
"I'm three minutes older. Approximately 180 seconds apart." He smirked.
"Right, you must be so proud of yourself...do you want an award or something ?" I deadpanned.
"A Grammy would be great actually.." He played along looking out of my room. Irritated, i threw a pillow at him, he always has a comeback for everything...
I didn't know if I was happy Harry decided to keep whatever we had a secret even costing him his pride with his friends...when could have easily told them that we slept together multiple times. I mean the fact that we didn't actually use condoms anymore is proof enough that it was an ongoing deal and we trusted each other in every intimate way.
Oh Harry.
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I actually wrote this chapter outside class after my Geography teacher told me to get out. smh...😒
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