"Lonely is a man without love." - Anonymous.

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"I will be seeing you in about a week, i can't seem to wait." Angelica squealed through the receiver of my phone.

"I can't believe summer is almost over, it just went so fast." I said scanning the dresses I had laid on the bed.

"It went so fast because you were busy having fun with Styles." I could literally picture her grinning from ear to ear and all I wanted to do was just curve into a ball.

"No-" i replied but she immediately cut me off.

"I know what you will say-- remember you vowed to break his heart ? Urgh Zaneh I'm sorry but I can't help but feel like turning back on that."

Me Too. Some deep part of me added.

"The game is still on and honestly I have him right where I want him." I laughed convincing myself, that it's okay, I need to do this.

"He really broke you didn't he ?" She sighed. "But it seems he is trying to put the pieces back together from what you told me."

"Harry will always be Harry. As soon as we get back to New York, i think I might just take up Walter on that date he offered." I thought biting my lip anxiously.

"Omg you like him !!" She exclaimed.

"What-"

"You like him if not more !" She yelled and I removed the phone from my ear for a few seconds.

"You like Harry Styles and you want to use Walter to forget about him sooner after summer ends." She explains, maybe.

"No, Angie. I really like Walter and he is a nice guy, he likes me for who I am and I just need to close this chapter with Harry so I can move on with my life." I sat down my bed with my left hand clinging on my towel so it wouldn't fall. Today was the day, Harry was taking me out on that so called date.

"Walter is nice but you don't exactly like nice, you like bad ? Uh no...oh right I know you like Harry." She said sarcastically.

"Harry only likes me because my hair is now blonde-" i paused which reminded me I needed to dye my brunette roots or did I ? it looks stylish like this. Like Miley Cyrus in the Malibu music video. "And he also likes me because I have sex with him."

"Bullshit, that player is whipped." I could picture her rolling her eyes in amusement, i really missed my best friend.

"I like Walter and Harry was just fun for the summer." I said calmly but it was a way of convincing myself.

"Yeah right, so are you nervous ? you are meeting his mom ?"

"Uhm yeah, I am but Harry and I ain't official so it's not a big deal." I shrugged my shoulders.

"You are so convinced this thing between you and Harry will end in just a blink of an eye. The guy told you he was inlove with you, sorry to break it to you but it's not ending anytime soon babe."

"You are like the human version of a migraine." I chuckled lightly.

"I'm simply being honest here because I care about you." She replied. I had never heard her so serious and concerned.

"Uh yeah, I understand." I smiled to myself.

"So the dresses I snapchatted you, do you prefer Red or black ?" I changed the subject.

"I love black but I think Red will look super sexy for this occasion. It looks appropriate and sexy so I have to go with red."

"Red it is." I mumbled picking up the dress from the hanger.

"With those curves, he won't be able to keep his hands off you. Wear sexy panties because tonight it's going to be a long night." She seemed more excited than I was.

"Thanks I guess." I was always insecure about my body in high school so when I finally made it to college and people always complimented me. I found it hard to accept compliments.

"You would totally qualify to be a Latino." Angie added.

"You have told me that so many times." I half smiled.

"Duh it's true that's why Styles is fucking whipped." She always had a way of lifting up my self esteem. "Hey does Zayn know ?" She lowered her voice as if he could possibly be listening to the conversation.

"Not yet." I sighed pushing a strand of my hair behind my ear.

"You are playing with fire, you know."

"I know but you know what ? I don't even want continue with this stupid plan anymore. I-i-i-i feel like I have changed and it's the bad change. After this summer, i will go back to the way things were before Harry started chasing me around."

"It's okay to feel guilty sometimes.." she let out a sigh.

"I don't want to hurt anyone, I'm just--" i didn't know what say. "This just isn't worth it, I'm not a horrible person, Angie." I breathed out.

"I know you are not. I'm just glad you are back to your senses."

"So you were totally against the whole idea ?" I asked.

"No, i wanted to be supportive and I knew you wouldn't go through with the whole plan. It will probably destroy your brothers friendship with Harry. It wasn't going to end well and you might end up hurting yourself."

"You are right." I mumbled.

"I'm so done with this, i just need to close this chapter with Harry and move on. I'm done being a bitter person." it felt so good to get that off my chest.

"I can't guarantee that the Harry chapter will simply be forgotten." My heart shuddered at the thought, I'm not really attached to Harry am I ? I can forget about him the same way, I forgot about him in those two years of college.

"He broke your virginity, he was once your first love.."

"Morè reason to cut him off because he is toxic to me."

"I hear you.." she muttered, this was one of the most serious conversations we had ever had.

"Shit shit it's almost 18:30 pm, i have to get ready. I love you Angie thanks for the advise." I said with haste.

"Call me anytime okay and tell me how it went." She adds.

"I will, Bye Angie." I hang up the call noticing the conversation lasted for about an hour ,throwing my phone on the bed. I let the towel fall as I put on one pair of the Victoria's secret underware I had bought along with the dress. I was not trying to impress Harry but I just bought it to feel sexy and good about myself. The dress cringed onto my body, shaping every corner and meander around my body. It ended just below my knees, it had lace sleeves and an low cut that showed just the right amount of cleavage. I couldn't believe, i actually went shopping for this.

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