Hey man,

Today there was a rumor about Pony, that he scared off some "Socials" the other day. People said he broke a pop bottle and told those "Socs" off. It may be weird for a guy like me to say this but I'm proud of him. Pony has changed a lot since the last time I saw him. I already know he doesn't wanna talk to me but I'm really proud of him. He stood his ground. He showed them that he wasn't afraid. I guess in a way I'm inspired by him. "He stood his ground. He showed them that he wasn't afraid..." that inspired to start a new. I'm so tired of being the same old "Soc" kid that has a life so great. Sure, I may have it better than others but it still isn't ideal. Either way, I've been trying to change. It's pretty hard to be honest. The guys I used to hang out with call me a fairy now. Except Eugene. He is always quiet now. He'll just look at me blankly most of the time. Sometimes when no one's looking he might wave but that's it. As for my relationship with Cherry and Marcia. It doesn't even exist. I leave them alone and they leave me alone. It's as simple as that. I don't even care anymore. In a way it's their fault for this. They made those Greasers go all lovey-dovey on em' and they let Bob loose it. Well, Cherry tried to solve this but Marcia did nothin'. Well, anyway I'd rather forget em'. I made some new friends now. To be honest they are pretty chill. They get me and respect me for who I am. We are pretty much labeled the "Losers" but I don't care. At least I'm happy and I don't have to follow some false rep of thinking I'm the best. 

-Randy A