Dear Benjamin,

I can't stand to see my brother in pain.

He's already been through this once and I had to put him through it again.

The worst part is that he can't do anything about it, just like last time. And I can see him struggling as he walks in my room. I can see his tired eyes watching me as I decay.

There's nothing I can do about it though because once you're gone it's impossible to come back.

Helpless,

Ella