Dear Aaron,

                       I hate myself for admitting this but I'm terrified. I'm so terrified. I can't even sleep.

They're putting liquid death in me a week from now.

I'm scared of what it'll feel like. If there's any pain or just an never ending numbness.

I'm more petrified of what will be after. Is there suddenly nothing? Is there a Heaven and an Hell? If there is, I know which train I'm boarding.

This fear makes me question whether what I was did was right. In my mind, I know there was no better punishment for what them pricks got, but I can't help but kick myself for not letting karma step in.

Was it worth it?

From,

           Agony