A/N we going back in time to where Cas and Dean had just kiss before Lisa had turned up.

Cas P.O.V

 Dean had just leaved me feeling cheap and used so I had decide I needed a redhead to beat me onto the right path (also she the only one who can ask people out in our little group of Drama nerd). When I was heading to Science to sort things out with my best friend Charlie. as I turn the corner I take the wrong corner as I saw a crying Lisa and a angry Dick talking. I turn to run but was to late as Dick had already seen me. he ran up to me shouting my name and abusive verbs at me making me stand still like a weeping angel but when I still wouldn't move even when people blink. he grab my shoulder (not like how Dean did it, Dean did it sweet and lovingly) throwing backward into the lockers with a loud crash, he was infront of me lifting me up so my feet couldn't touch the floor, he looked at me with pure angry as he hissed at me stuff like 'what did you do to my friend' or 'well done on turning dean, now you going to pay for it' and maybe some homophobic slurs but I couldn't hear him much off the pounding it the back of my head (the lockers were made of metal and metal hurts it seems) I mumble back something that I'm not sure was even English. he throw me to the ground making my head slam to the floor this time, grading my blue tie he spat at me, punching me in the face endlessly, hitting my lips with his ring, blood coming out of my nose to dip into my silently agape mouth, my left eyes becoming so bad I can't see through it properly. I couldn't hear much but felt safe when I heard the voice of Dean. the boy I had a crush on and my first kiss. I felt one last punch to my face nearly knocking me out. all I remember after that was Dean healing me, me shouting NO and fall asleep on Dean shoulder.

I wake up awhile later still leaning on Dean shoulder to found that Dean was texting his friend Jo. I know I shouldn't have looked at his found but I saw my name and I had to know. it turns out Jo was like what Charlie was to me. they were texting about our kiss, about what have happen between me and Dick and the fact he broke up with Lisa to be with me. hold on wait, what. he drop a popular cheerleader to be with me. ME!! a simply Drama nerds who he happen to found crying in the bathroom.

J - "well he did kiss you. didn't he."

C - "yer but I thought that was just a of the moment sort of kiss not a long term crush sort of kiss."

J - "hahahahahahahahahahahaha sweet little innocent cassis always thinking that a cool boy like Dean couldn't like him hahahahahahahahahahahaha."

I had no idea why Jimmy found my confusion so funny but he did. I kept still watching ever text that were about me and Dean. as I read each one I found one really funny.

Jo - "just ask his out idjit."
D - "oh yer just walk up to my crush who him and his friends hate me saying something like 'hey Cas you know me that guy that got you beaten up by Dick want to go a date?👍' no thanks"

I couldn't help but laugh at his cuteness. making me being awake know to dean. he smiled at me a flirty like, but no one had ever flirt with me so I had no idea.

D - "are you reading my texts."

C - "only the one about me."
we sat there awkwardly.

C - "you know if you were to ask me out I would probably say yes."

D - "really?"

he look at me really surprise but happy as the same I just strung with a shy smile. he driven in for another kiss. god how I loved his kisses.
D - "want to go on a date with me."

C - "chuck yes."

he kiss me again not noticing that I had used my Dad name as god, oops.

That Night

I was waiting out side the pizza place wearing my suit waiting outside of a 24 hours cafe for Dean.

when he finally turn up he take all my breath away with his skin tight black shirt (showing every least muscle), his blue shirt open so it was like a jacket, his worn out jeans and the necklaces he always were even when people say necklaces are only for girls.

we walk in. we sat there talking about everything and nothing all at the same time. we talk about his necklaces, his brother, his dreams, his favourite music and movies. he later ask me about my family, my hobbies, my favourite play, my favourite actor, my favourite writers, my favourite books, my favourite music and movies. laughing endlessly about anything we like really. when it was about midnight Dean drove me home in his impala that I loved (not as much as Dean no one can love it as much as Dean).

when we got to my doorstep we stood outside. I was pretending that I couldn't see my whole family (even chunk) watching through the window. for some reason Meg (who was dating Hannah ever since yesterday), Charlie, Dorothy, Kevin, Ruby (Anne girlfriend) and Michael (who was dating Lucifer) were there too, I'm guessing they going to stay the night. that should be fun.

Dean kissed me goodnight before walking back to the car. I watch he smiling as he walk away. leaning was a bad decide as the door went flying back, making Dean turn around to see me fallin down as I had scream a little. he laugh a little (hoping it was because he found me adorable). my family and some family friends (who weren't homophobic) were staring down at me in silent until Gabriel broke it.

G - "Cas you player."

C - "ugh. good to be home."

J - "yep it always so fun and not at all crowned."

C - "at least now we got Dean."

J - "you mean Dean the hotty."

C - "yep. Dean the hotty."

J - "ooowww look at the little love sick Cassia."

C - "yep completely love sick."