Cas P.O.V.

it was the Monday after the first audition I ever had that I didn't freak out and run away all because of that Dean kid, maybe he isn't all that bad after all. I walk alone (alone as the rest of the group were having a cram session before our science test) to the notice to see how badly I failed.

when I got to the board all the popular were already there meaning I had to be as quiet as probable. I read the names thanking all of the gods. I was sandy. all of my brothers and sister have got parts too (meaning we going to be busy or tired all of time. dad going to be happy about that) Balthazar and Gabriel were the teen angels, I didn't expect anything less than my ridiculous brothers wanting to sing to a girl with bright pink hair, Lucifer got the part of Leo (the ring leader of Scorpion) which didn't surprise me as he was pure evil, his boyfriend Michael and my last brother Raphael both got parts as Scorpions, Anne got the part of the restaurant owner Vi as my younger sister (by 1 year) got the part of a waitress as Meg and Charlie got parts of my back up girls (I can't wait to see their faces when I tell them that), unlucky Kevin didn't get a part but then again he probable just something back stage like always. I looked at my name written next to Sandy name still in disbelieve. I was smiling like mad before I realise that I'm going to have to kiss who ever Danny. who the hell is playing Danny. I look down the list again trying to found Danny. when I did found who was playing him it turn out to be Dean Winchester. DEAN FUCKING WINCHESTER. the guy I hate for most of my life and  have to kiss him. but then again he was showing to be nicer then I first thought, I did master the scene at the audition with him by side and last of all he did have pretty forest green eyes.
J - "that just take you breath away. right, cassia."
I didn't listen to Jimmy this time thou because I was just too happy about my part. I look over at Dean who was smiling at me as Lisa she psycho girlfriend turn to look at me like she was just about to kill me. I was completely ready to run away at this point. she started going off at me about how I stole her part but I had no back up and everyone was starring at us. I just had to run when I felt my eyes begin to water. when I leaved the lest thing I saw was Dean smirking and rolling his eyes at Lisa playfully and putting his arm around her neck walking over to next lesson and for some reason I don't know of that made it hurt even more. I ran to the boys bathrooms instead of the unisex bathrooms as I didn't want Charlie to found me this time.

in the dirty old bathrooms I leaned over the sink and look at my ugly crying face. I let myself sod endlessly knowing that no body goes into this horrible bathroom.

Dean P.O.V.

the science test haven't started yet but the lesson started a minute ago even if the teacher was here. I lied to my friends saying I was going to grab some food from locker in reality I was going to found that damn dork that was making me feel.

I walk down the hell when I heard a quiet sodding coming for one of the boys toilets. when I walk in I saw the cute nerd sitting on the ground crying his eyes out. I felt sorrow and like I need to punch Lisa for what she did. I went to my knees putting a hand on his  shoulder when he looked up at me with red, puffy eyes that still stay just as blue as before. I didn't know what else to do when he whip away some tears and a little snot expect to hug him as tightly as I could. he didn't fight back only crying into my chest.

Cas P.O.V.

I was now sitting on the floor as my legs couldn't keep me up much longer. I was crying for only god knows how long when I heard someone enter. I keep my head down hoping they just walk out but they didn't. I heard them walk closer now and I just kept my head down until they put one hand to my shoulder. I had to look up at this put didn't I. when I look up I didn't expect to see a jock no the less Dean Winchester. he smile at me sadly as I whip away some tears and a little bit of snot. I sentiently not expecting for him to hug me tightly. I just grab onto his shirt tightly crying harder into his six pack. his body heat warming me up as his strong arms held me tight. by the end I felt at lot better.

[A/N the next bit is going to swap better Dean Cas so when it Cas it will look like this as with Dean it will look like this.]

Cas crying had stop crying now but he still had tears  staining his cheeks

I had finally stop crying but was still in Dean arms but a little (or a lot) of me didn't want to leave. I turned my head up to look at his beautiful green eyes.

Cas was looking at me straight in the eyes with his amazing blue ones. he was smiling a little now and I smiled back. hold on wait is he leaning forward.

we were smiling at each other sweetly as he leaned down and I leaned forward.

we were mm away from each other now and I swear my heart nearly stop. what the hell was this nerd doing to me. 
Je - it called love idijt

we were just about to kiss and I was scared. I can't do this he was a jock, a cool guy, a bad boy, one of the poplars and dating the head cheerleader Lisa for Christ sake but everything in body was crying out just to kiss him even Jimmy for god sake.
J - "oh dear chuck just kiss him already this is killing me."

our lips were about to touch. I can't do this. I mean he a Drama nerd, most of his friends hate me, I had a girlfriend. I just can't do this but my mind had no control any more, everything was into kissing the damn adorable nerd even Jensen this time.

J&Je - "KISS HIM!!!KISS HIM!!! KISS HIM!!!KISS HIM!!! KISS HIM!!! KISS HIM!!! KISS HIM!!! KISS HIM!!! KISS HIM!!! KISS HIM!!! KISS HIM!!! KISS HIM!!! KISS HIM!!! KISS HIM!!! KISS HIM!!! KISS HIM!!! KKKIIISSSSSS HHHIIIMMM!!!"

our lips touch.

out lips touch.

it started out sofa and loving like we been waiting our whole life for this one kiss.

before it deepened to be the most passionate kiss in my whole life.

it was the best first kiss ever in the world.

it was the best kiss I ever had in my whole life, even better then Lisa by far.

A/N okay that my favourite chapter by far.