"No" Lolla said quietly, but loud enough so that JJ heard.

He immediately pulled away from Kiara, almost as if he wanted to pretend like this did not happen.

Lolla was left frozen, the only movement on her body was a tear dropping from her eye.

"Lolla please" JJ said standing up, taking a step towards her.

"You can't be fucking serious right now" Lolla said, laughing as the tears had begun flossing her eyes.

"Lolla-" JJ tried speaking but she interrupted him.

"How long had this been going on for?" She asked, rage filling her voice.

"Please-" he took another step towards her.

"How long?" She yelled.

"Right after midsummers" Kiara said, from the couch.

"I'm so fucking stupid" she whispered to herself, desperately trying to hold back tears.

"Lolla please-"

"I fucking knew it, it was obvious there was something going on between you two"

"Please just-"

"Are you fucking serious JJ?"

"Just let him speak jeez" Kiara said from the couch.

"This conversation doesn't fucking concern you Kiara" Lolla replied, not taking her eyes off of JJ.

"I'm out then" Kiara said before walking out of John Bs house.

The two teens were left standing, looking at eachother. Tears filling Lollas eyes, and an apologetic look covering JJs face.

"Lolla I never meant for this to happen, please just-"

"Oh you didn't mean to cheat on me that's right, you just accidentally made out with Kiara, my bad" she said laughing in a ironic tone.

"She comforted me after midsummers, you know I was hurt too"

"You were hurt? You were fucking hurt? You tried to force me to fuck you!" She said, now yelling.

"You said some fucked up stuff that day too Lolla"

"You can't try to excuse yourself by saying that, are you insane?"

"It wasn't gonna work out anyways" JJ said, a frustrated sigh leaving his lips.

"I told you about my fucking past! Shit not even John B knows! I poured out my heart to you and you just spat on it like it's nothing!"

JJ wasn't replying, he was looking at her like she was insane.

"You met my mom! I let you meet the most important person in my life! But it was just that easy to cheat on me wasn't it JJ?"

"Fucking answer me!" She screamed taking a step forward.

"Whoa is everything okay?" John B asked, walking into the house, Lolla turned around and looked at him.

"Did you know about this?" Lolla asked quietly, now blinded by the tears in her eyes.

"Know about what?" he casually asked.

"How JJ is a fucking cheater" she replied while pointing at him.

"You cheated on Lolla? With who?" John B asked, anger in his voice.

"Kiara" he replied, sounding ashamed of himself.

"Oh you're done" he said marching towards JJ, but Lolla blocked him.

"John B no please, please just don't" she begged, sobbing at that point.

"Get the fuck out of my house" John B demanded

JJ had never seen his best friend that angry before, never. JJ actually got scared by John Bs gaze, and the tone in his voice.

"No need, I'm fucking leaving, oh and if you didn't get it before, we are done, fuck you JJ" she said before walking out.

Standing in front of John Bs house, she realized that she had no where to go, JJ took her to John Bs so she didn't have her car. She started panicking.

That was until she thought of the only place that she could go to in that moment, so she started running.

She was sobbing as she was running down the road, she could barely see infornt of her.

How could JJ ever do that to her? How could she let him do that to her?

She should've listened to Sarah at Midsummers, when she told her that she thought there was something going on with JJ and Kie, she should've known better.

After ruining for a while, she finally made it to the familiar place where she always ended up in.

"Barry open up!" She said while loudly knocking on the door of his trailer.

She was knocking for a while before the lights opened in the trailer.

"Barry please open up!" She said even louder.

"Geez girl what do you want in the middle of the night" Barry said while opening the door to his trailer, making Lolla immediately walk in.

"Please just give me anything Barry, anything you have" she said, hurriedly sitting down at Barrys familiar couch.

"Whoa slow down what's wrong?"

"Just please Barry give me anything" she said breathing quickly and heavily.

From his experience as a dealer, he knew he shouldn't question people's reasons to using drugs

"Alright alright just wait here"

Lolla was out of breath, being a smoker didn't really help her running skills. She was sitting on Barrys couch leaning forward shaking her leg.

How could she be so stupid?

How?

She was gonna have sex with him. She trusted him.

How could he do that?

How?

"Alright this is all I have until tomorrow" he said, dropping a plastic bag full of small baggies infront of the girl. "Don't use it all just take what you wanna take".

Lolla quickly opened the bag and looked through all the different substances in there. There were so many in there, from weed to even heroin, but Lolla took the cocaine.

She quickly opened it up, forming four lines at the coffee table.

"Why'd you come here so late at night? You know damn well it ain't safe for girls like you" Barry reminded her.

She snorted each line, leaving a few seconds in between each snort.

"Well you could say it was an emergency" Lolla said, sitting back at the couch and facing the ceiling.

"You know, I missed you when you were gone, you remember how we met"

"How could I forget, you almost run me over with your bike" she said, while forming some more lines.

"Come on Lo you know that was a accident"

"It was still funny though"

There was a silence for a bit, while Lolla was snorting more lines and Barry lit up a cigarette.

"Can I ask you something?"

"I don't know can you?"

"Why do you still work for me? We both know your rich ass doesn't need the money anymore. I mean hell, if I was as rich as you, I would never do this shitty job again."

Lolla hasn't thought about it before. Barry was right. Why was she working that job? She had enough money so that she wouldn't need to work a day in her life, especially as a drug dealer.

The first time she dealt drugs when she came back, she did it because she wanted to buy a new bag without her mom knowing.

But she had no excuse for the rest of the times. For more than a month she had been working for Barry, but she didn't know why.

Maybe she was scared to let go of her past.

Or maybe dealing drugs kept her connected to a certain person.

"Shit I don't know, maybe I just didn't wanna say goodbye to you" she said following a laugh.

"You flater me Lo" he said. "Hey maybe you should slow down, wouldn't want you to overdose or some shit" he said after seeing her form two more lines.

"Just these and I'm done" she said, trying desperately to roll a dollar.

"Alright imma go in for a bit I'll be right back" he said walking into another room.

Barry was now in the kitchen, trying to find a beer. He couldn't help but care for the girl. Not in a romantic way.

He genuinely thought of Lolla as his friend. From the day he met her, he knew that there was something special about that girl.

He met her when she was at her poorest. Like broke to the point where she would go days without eating sometimes.

He knew her father, Noah, now he was a piece of shit.

Everyone on the cut knew that he beat his wife and kid, everyone was scared of him, and he wasn't scared of anyone.

He was one of Barrys customers, very frequent customer too. What was strange was that even though he was a horrible person, he was never late on a payment, never.

Barry took a deep breath before walking out into the living room again.

"Hey Lo it's getting late you should go" he said.

She just hummed in response, not moving from the couch. She was resting her head on her shoulder and was staring at the floor.

"I'm serious come on"

She didn't say anything, she didn't even move.

"Hey you got anyone that can pick you up? I'm not letting you go out alone like this"

It was obvious to Barry that Lolla was out of it, high out of her mind as some would say. There was no way in hell that he was gonna let her go alone, high in the most dangerous part of the island.

Barry walked up to her and slightly shook her head.

"Yea uh you can uh call someone" she managed to say, floppily handing him her phone.

Barry managed to get it open and he scrolled through the recent messages.

"Alright let's see, JJ is your most current chat"

"No no not him"

"John B?"

She groaned in disapproval.

"Rafe?"

Lolla didn't say anything, that was good enough for Barry. So he gave him a call.

"Lo you okay?" Rafe asked, in a tone making it obvious that he had just woken up.

"Not Lo, listen she's here high out of her mind, like barely speaking and I'm not gonna have her get home by herself so get your ass over here and pick your girl up"

"She's not my girl, and who am I talking to?" Rafe  responded.

"I'm Barry I don't give a shit what she isn't, what I know is that she's high as shit so just come quickly"

"I'm on my way" he said before hanging up.

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"Barry open up!" Rafe said knocking on the door.

"She's in here" Barry said while letting him in.

He quickly rushed inside the trailer, walking really fast towards Lolla when he saw that she was almost passed out.

He kneeled infront of her and took her hands.

"Lo hey you okay"

She just hummed in repose.

"I don't think she gon need to go to the hospital or anything, she's just high as shi-" Barry said before getting interrupted by Rafe getting up infront of him.

"Did you fucking do anything to her?" he asked angrily, now being mere inches away from his face.

"Whoa relax homeboy I didn't do shit, she did this by herself, now get away from my fucking face or we gon have a problem" Barry said, not intimidated by the much larger guy infront of him.

Rafe took a step back, before turning around and going to Lolla. He sat next to her on the couch and she rested her face on his chest. He took her head and held in with his hand, keeping her close to his heart.

"You sure do care about her considering she ain't your girl" Barry said leaning on the doorframe.

Barry was right. Rafe cared about Lolla so much, a little too much if you might ask someone. He would do anything for her.

"I didn't bring your ass here so you could just sit, you gon have to take her home"

Rafe gently lifted Lolla up from the couch, carrying her bridal style, her head was buried into his chest.

"Did she pay for what she used?" Rafe asked, still looking at the girl.

"Nah don't worry about it, I got her"

"Last time I didn't pay you you threatened to kill me"

"Lollas like my sister man, I know she gon pay me back. Make sure she gets home safe or I'll come for you alright?"

"Alright" he said before leaving the trailer.

Rafe carefully placed Lolla onto the passenger seat of his car, at this point she was still awake, she just had her eyes closed.

While Rafe was driving, he couldn't help but keep looking over to make sure she was okay. Lolla was curled up into a ball almost, and she was looking out of the window, he couldn't help but admire her beauty.

"So will you tell me what happened?" Rafe causiously asked.

"JJ happened" she replied

"Fucking JJ" he said under his breath.

"Yea well that's over" Lolla said, still looking out of the window. Rafe could tell that she had sobered up a bit since before.

"Want me to kill him?" Rafe joked

"Please do" she groaned.

When Rafe finally stopped the car, Lolla realized that she wasn't at her house, and that she was at the Camerons.

"I just though that you wouldn't want your mom to see you like this, and dad and rose are away on a business trip or something so-"

"Thank you Rafe" she said looking into his eyes, hers half closed.

Rafe gave her a small smile, and just looked at her.

She was so hurt, so broken. How else could she had done that to herself?

Rafe knew from the beginning that JJ wasn't right for Lolla. Whatever had happened, JJ hurt her. He hurt her. And he had to pay for what he did.

"Think you can walk?" Rafe asked while getting out of the car.

She just hummed a yes, but as she was about to take her second step, her legs betrayed her, and she fell down.

"Whoa you okay?"

"I think my knee is bleeding, but I can't really feel anything"

When Rafe looked at Lollas knee, it was bleeding really bad, or at least that what it looked like. The blood was dripping down her leg.

"Come on I got you" he said before picking her up from the floor, the same way as he picked her up while they were at Barrys.

Rafe carried her all the way to his room, where he gently placed her on his bed. He brought an emergency kit and placed some alcohol on a cotton pad, before cleaning her knee with it. She barely even flinched at the contact.

He then went into his closet and grabbed a T shirt and some basketball shorts.

"Here if you want to uh change" Rafe said before handing her the clothes.

"Thank you" she quietly said, giving him a half smile.

"I should go"

"Go where?"

"The guest room"

"I can go this is your room anyways" she said, sitting up from the bed

"I don't want you to move it's fine"

He lied.

Rafe hated sleeping in the guest room. But he would do anything for her.

"Sure?" she asked

"Sure" he lied.

"Well goodnight then" she said, laying back in bed.

"Goodnight to you too"

How he didn't want to leave. He wanted to lay next to her, hold her close to his heart. Make sure she is okay.

He would do anything to make sure she was okay.
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Long ass chapter
Anyways
THEY FINALLY BROKE UP🎉🎉🎉🎉
I have such good ideas for this story omg
and don't worry she ain't gonna get with Rafe rn
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