There's a hole in the sky where the moon used to be
The feeling's so cold, it's what you did to me
I wouldn't have known that it would come down to this
You've been shooting arrows at me and rarely miss

I've been down for so long praying God help me please
I thought I could stand but I fall to my knees
My body is shaking, my heart is a mess
And maybe there's something I need to confess

The day this started was when our eyes met
I should've looked away, but I feel no regret
The pit of my stomach felt kind of weird
And my ever present confidence suddenly disappeared

You made my days magical, with nothing more than a smile
Added more color to my grey lifestyle
You made me wonder where you've been all my life
But what I didn't anticipate was the long sharp knife

You made me believe in love at first sight
Because this feeling right here; it was so right
The flutter in my rib cage and the butterflies within
Never felt wrong, never felt like a sin

For hours on end, I'd get lost in your eyes
They held the beauty of the world and the warm summer skies
I'd sink deep in the safety of your warm and protective embrace
And sleep every day to the smile on your face

For a long while, it felt like I was in a fairytale
I was no longer a damsel; so weak and frail
But just as I got better and started believing my worth
You shattered my reality, my world and my earth

It started out small, little things here and there
And evolved to abandonment without a single care
I should've seen it coming, there were many, many signs
But I was far in love to read between the lines

Suddenly you were always busy, always far away
And I don't know why. Still don't, to this day
I should've known what's coming, but I was a naïve kid
I even started wondering "was it something I did?"

I sent you a message, filled with betryal and fear
But you never replied, and I got the message loud and clear
My brain understood, but my heart was slow
It loves you so much; enough to let you go

Being stuck right here is called breaking my own heart
They told me. They warned me this would happen from the start
Well I learned my lesson, and I give up at last
Though my broken heart won't heal that fast

Looking at you makes this harder; like hell
This story hurt my heart; I don't think you can tell
What our story has taught me in this time and place
Is that not every person is your saving grace

Now I know, I deserve way better than this
I don't deserve to live my life in an abyss
So I'll fix my cracked heart, and move on down my road
And the memories of you are just a forgotten episode