Kim Lynn's pov

When I told namjoon my answer, I felt awful. I love everyone here, but I really want to leave.

"Let's go tell everyone."

I nodded and we walked into the living room. Everyone was there, like they knew what happened. He probably told them.

"Everyone I need your attention. Lynn needs to tell you something."

He sat down on the couch beside jin. I looked at everyone, and I felt so guilty for what I am about to say.

"I am leaving back to America. I know that you guys thought since I am back, I am here to stay. I am sorry, but I still don't want this life. I want to live my own, and the only way for that is for me to leave. Ever since I have been here I have done nothing but hurt you, and I don't want to hurt anyone anymore."

Yoongi stood up.

"You can't leave!"

"I am so sorry yoongi, but I have no other choice."

"Yes you do! Lynn please I love you, I don't want to be alone!"

I started to cry.

"I am so sorry. I can't stay longer, I will be leaving this afternoon."

"Please don't go! I can make you happy."

That last part was more of a whisper. Namjoon stood up, and he spoke.

"Listen it's her choice yoongi. Let her make that decision."

"Fine, but I want to know this."

"How do you feel about me?"

"I-I don't know yet."

He turned around and left.

"Yoongi!"

Namjoon grabbed my arm.

"Let him go."

I nodded at him.
**
That afternoon I was packing my bags, and getting ready to leave.

Namjoon drove me to the air port, and said his last goodbyes.

"I wish the guys came here."

"I know, but they could not see you leave. Love you sis, and when you see mom and dad tell them I said hi."

"I will."

I took one last look at him, then boarded the plane. With my brothers help, I got a first class seat. Which was great because I got privacy.

When the plane took off, I looked at Seoul South Korea one last time. Good bye BTS, good bye yoongi.

The plane lasted for twelve hours. I was so excited to see mom and dad again, but as we got further away from South Korea, I wondered to myself.

Did I make a good choice?
**
Once the plane had arrived in America , I got a taxi, and went to my parents home. As I was in the taxi I looked out the window at my surroundings.

Everything looked the same, at least I still know English. I saw the a store that sold vases. It reminded me of when I had to save hoseok from getting in trouble.

When I finally arrived at my parents home, I was so happy to see them.

"Mom!dad! I am so glad to see you!"

"We are too. Why did you not want to stay with your brother?"

I thought about it, I can't tell them the truth.

"I just missed you guys so much."

Everything I saw reminded me of everyone. I almost cried at supper.

"Honey, tonight we will have bibimbap your favorite."

Also yoongi's favorite.
**
That night when I laid down to go to sleep, I started to cry. I really missed them, and I really miss yoongi. I want him to hold me again, I want him. I miss his touch, his lips on mine, his way of being cute.

I still remembers our first kiss, when he confessed to me, and then the last memory. When he begged me to to stay. Maybe I should have stayed there. It's too late now, I doubt my parents are going to let me go back there.

South Korea will now, and always will be my home. Yoongi will for ever be my first and only love. Then at that moment I made my mind.

I choose yoongi.

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