Kim Lynn's pov

I woke up to a sleeping yoongi beside me. I pushed a piece of hair from his face. So cute...

When I went to get up, he pulled me down.

"Don't go."

I looked down at him. I can't resist.

"Fine."

"I love you so much."

He kept on numbing things in his sleep. I want to scream out that I love you, but I can't. When I leave, I just can't.

When he finally got up, I realized he had no shirt on. He looked at me.

"What are you staring at?"

"Nothing."

I turned away blushing. He got on top of me.

"What are you staring at? Don't lie."

He started to tickle me.

"Haha. Alright fine. You!! I was looking at you!!"

He looked at me.

"Why me?"

He leaned in further toward my face.

"Because you are hot."

He gave me a slight smirk, then quickly kissed my lips.

"Let's go eat."

What just happened. Why did I say that?
We went down into the dining room and I saw everyone. It has been so long since I have seen them.

My brother came to me, and gave me a huge hug. Almost like he was afraid I might leave again. The thought of me leaving them all behind, made me have a lump in my throat.

I don't want to, but it's still on my mind.

"Sis."

"Yeah."

"I am so happy, that you are back. It looks like someone else is really happy."

He directly at yoongi. I can't believe we kissed like that. When I kissed jisung I felt nothing, but with yoongi I feel so much.

I looked over at jungkook. I love yoongi, but also jungkook. I don't know how to choose. I might have to call my friend.

Then it hit me, she is probably back in America by now. Great, I really need dating advise.

Jungkook came running up to me, and he also gave me a hug. Then everyone came in.

Jhope yelled.. "GROUP HUG!!!"

I laughed. He is always This way, that's what I like most about him.

"Alright guys let's eat breakfast."

When I sat down to eat, I saw they made American breakfast. I smiled, they are trying to make me feel at home.

Then I felt a tap on my shoulder. It was jungkook.

"Say ahhh."

"Ahh."

He put a piece of food into my mouth. It tasted really good. When I looked over at yoongi, he was glaring at jungkook.

"I am so happy to be back."

"We are happy to have you back."

I loved all these guys, then namjoon broke the silence.

"I just want to say. I am so glad my sister is here, and here to stay."

I felt like crying, but I am not here to stay. I wanted to scream that out loud, but I can't.
**
They told me I would be staying inside the house for a couple of days for my safety. Then I remembered that tomorrow is my brothers birthday.

I have to do something nice for him. I then thought I would sing a song for him. I kept on looking through songs, and writing them down.

While I was in my room, someone cane up behind me and hugged me.

"Ah!"

"It's me. Yoongi....what are you doing? Another escape plan."

"No, I was coming up with songs to sing. Tomorrow is namjoons birthday."

"Oh, cool."

He gave me a kiss on the cheek. I turned around.

"What was that for?"

"For being to cute to resist."

I blushed from the complement. I hide my face in my hands. He removed them.

"Don't be embarrass. I just want to show you everyday, how much I love you."

"Wow."

"What?"

"Nothing. I still remember our first kiss."

"Yeah, in a closet."

"Haha. Yep, but it was perfect."

I looked up at him and smiled. I can't believe at first I hated the guy, now I can't live without him.

"Sorry I can't give you a direct answer on whether I love you or not."

"It's ok. Take all the time you need."

"It's just that, I never felt strong feelings before, and I don't know....what to think."

He bend down in front of my face.

"It's fine. No matter how long you need, I will be waiting for you."

He kissed me deeply and passionately. Then he got up and left. I felt numb to what happened. I love yoongi, but also jungkook.

Ugh....why do I have to have these feelings.

Who do I really love?

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