She pulls me through the door and down the halls. She stops me at a door. "I won't make you do anything you don't want but I just need to have you close okay." She whispered close to my face. I don't know how far I am willing to go but I need to make sure that she thinks I am all in. We go into her room and she kisses me again. The soul dust picks up and I just want to feel something for her and sleeping with the enemy might not be bad. I open my eyes and I still can feel the need to want to move to the bed but she is moving me towards it. Now I have to play the role and I need to make myself excited for her and not fuck this up before we even get a chance to make all the plans set in motion. There is a tingle in my soul. "Hey gorgeous, imagine that it's me. That my hands are touching you. Believe that it's me who is kissing you. Remember how I taste. The way our tongues slide against each other. I need you to feel my hands on you." Damian is coming through my soul and I know he isn't far. The burning in my stomach starts to flip flop and the butterflies flutter. It's working and I start believing that Yessica is Damian. As we reach the bed she lifts my shirt off my body and she kisses my neck. This touch is his. Those lips are his. She goes to unbutton my pants and my body trembles. "God you are so beautiful, Nubia." Yessicas voice is raspy. "You are so beautiful my love and you feel so amazing. You're so sweet." He says as Yessica is pulling my pants down to the ground. Her head is between my legs and I close my eyes and imagine that it's Damian. I feel her tongue press against my clot and imagine it's his. My body starts to tremble and I'm on the verge of cumming. "Keep going, baby. Don't stop." Damian's voice is coming through rapt which means he is touching himself well he is soul-communicating with me and I can feel his desire for me through the connection. Yessica lays me down on my back. "I have wanted you for centuries. I have craved you since we first met. I want all of you. Please let me have you." Yessica says in my ear as her fingers go inside of me. My back arches. "You need to answer her yes baby but she can never truly have you because our deal is in effect. I let her have you but you will be mine forever." Damian says as his voice becomes heavier. "Yes, I want you," I say out loud but it was only intended for Damian. Yessica keeps going and then she climbs on top of me and places her clit right above mine and slowly she moves her hips where our clits rub against each other and this is a new feeling. I start to moan because although I wouldn't do this in the future the feel of it makes me wear and the friction builds. "Mmm, I see what you like." Damian comes through. My hands grab Yessicas hips and I move her faster and fast. She pushes into me harder and then we both cum. "Damian," I say through the soul communication and I can feel his release as well. "I have never cummed like that with anyone but Nell's." She looks at me as she moves into a cuddle. My eyes feel heavy and we fall asleep that way.

The air is freezing and when I wake to darkness in the room I see that Yessica is facing the other way still naked. I get up to find the bathroom and holy fuck my pelvic bone is sore. I look at myself in the mirror and cry. This isn't me or is it something I'm hinging from my desires? Ugh, I don't even know who I am anymore. Or what I truly want. Everyone keeps making these fucking decisions for me and I don't even get to decide who I want to love or if I like boys or girls. I am fucking lost and no one can help me get through this but me. Because honestly, I'm over people telling me what the fuck I want and what I don't. From this point on I will start writing my own stories and those that want me will just need to fucking wait till I'm happy with who I am. Yessica comes into the bathroom right at the moment that I sit down to pee. She laughs that I have covered myself up and she walks past me naked and into the shower. "Come join me, baby." She says with her hand out of the curtain. I take it and come in the shower with her. It's warm and feels good on my skin. The smell of lavender fills the air when she starts washing my body. I start to wash her as well because I don't what the fuck I'm supposed to do but stand there like an idiot. Plus this I can do because I did it with Damian. A guard comes into the shower like we are naked behind a curtain. "Master your visitor has arrived." The deep male voice says. "Oh god finally. Took them long enough. Can you please set them up in the longs table room? Yessica says. "Of course. Shall I get food prepared?" He says. "Of course and make sure it's food for a lot of energy there will be a lot of sex going on." Yessica gets excited and rushes us out of the shower. What does she mean by lots of sex? Who the fuck is downstairs and why do we need to sleep with them?

We come through the doors and a woman is sitting down in a suit with black hair and round glasses. Holy shit this is Nell's and she is alive. I start scanning the stuff I read in Yessica's journal. She admitted to murder but why is she sitting here? What the fuck is going on. "Mmmm, you smell delicious," Nell says as she kisses my hand. "Just like back then. You are still as sweet I'm assuming." She looks at Yessica for confirmation and she nods her head with excitement. Then I look at Yessica and back at Nell's. Holly shit she is the actual soul eater. Yessica is just a soul sucker. She is under the command of Nell. "She fucks better than she did back then too," Yessica says giggling well she cuddles herself under Nell's arm. What the actual fuck "Oh yeah, do I get to taste that soon." Nells leans in to make out with me but Yessica grabs her face, "Excuse me I haven't seen you in 1oo years you automatically move in on her. I believe you owe me your time first before you go fucking other girls. As well as we will actually get to have a threesome soon so just fuck me first, please. I'm craving you." She has Nells looking at her and Nell's is fully into Yessica. They start to make out and Nells lifts Yessica onto the table and then I see their soul dust. It's a bright pink color but there is also red and blue in the stream. It is nothing like mine and Damian's. Yessica pulls her mouth away from Nell's and Nell moves to her neck. Yessica starts to moan and says, "Yessica I think you have training to get to. I walk out the door just in time to see heels rip her shirt off and then rip Yessica off. All the Gairds leave the room with me. One guard grabs me by the arm and leads me back to my room first to see my father who looks like he hasn't slept for days.