She tries three times with different souls. Each one I pluck right out of her body. Her face is so red by the time I'm done letting the third soul go that she says. "I have had enough of this cat-and-mouse game with you. I control you whether or not you like it. I own you and I'm going to show you just how powerful I am. Nubia, you are to be commanded by me." I think she is just made but then she has control again I try to stop her but I can't. Yessica is even green and now I see. She is using souls inside to control the outside of me. The souls try to fight her off but they are infected by her. I'm trying to love. I'm trying to connect to my soul. I can't move something is fucking wrong. Yessica apologizes well she grabs my soul and goes into the green hole. What the fuck is going on. Nell comes over to me and makes me kill a giant to make sure she is in control. The giant falls. But why would she have me kill him? Then I see her collect her soul and she becomes ginormous. Her laugh alone makes the earth shake. She lowers me and my daggers go up. My eyes look at my dad and my daggers come up. "No please don't." I whimpering. Now one sees that I am headed towards my father to kill him. Everyone is fighting and distracted. I try so hard to dig my feet in the ground but I am aiming right for him.

The dream comes back to me. Why did she want me to kill my father? Come one think.then it's right there I can see it. My heart is turning black and a dark red. She wants to make me evil sooner rather than later. If she has me kill my dad she will win. It will take me to the dark side of myself. I will join her with no problem. It will allow her to take full control of me and god knows what else she will be able to do. I can't let this happen. Come to Nubia fight. I dig my feet into the ground deeper. I am about 50 yards from my dad and no matter how hard I try to pull away I can't, but I'm not going out with a fight. With each step, to moments where I am zooming toward my dad, I keep fighting. Some souls get in the way and I have killed both zombie souls and demons in my path. I also kill a dragon with my bare hands by snapping his neck. Why hasn't anyone noticed? It's because Nell has everyone distracted and they don't see everyone I have killed. Then finally I yell, "Don't make me kill my dad." My mother's head finally catches what's going and she is running towards us. "Nubia, you have no choice. You are going to kill him. You are going to join me whether or not you like it or want you. Now kill him." She is talking through gritted teeth. The loud thumping of my heart is beating so loud and then I'm right there. My Daggers go up. It's all in slow motion. It's like my mother is hardly moving toward us and then I feel my arm twitch. My mother is too far and my hand comes down. I can't watch. Then I feel the warm blood come over my hand. A whimper escapes my breath. "No! What are you doing?" Nell yells. My eyes shoot open to see my dagger through Damian's chest. I have nicked his heart. And he is bleeding out fast. My mother comes to a slow run and tears start to burn from my eyes. "No, no, no. What have you done Damian? What have you done?" Tears are flowing and I catch him as he is falling. Ezikel comes to his side and helps me lay him down on the ground. "You can't leave me like this. Please don't leave me." My sobs are so loud. I'm watching the love tie come out of his body. The love we have for each other is leaving his body. "Nubia, look at me. I am your last soul. It was the deal me and Ezikel made. I just didn't expect it to happen like this." His air lessons and his body starts to get heavier. His soul is leaving his body. "You were my last soul. Why didn't you tell me? Why didn't you find another way?" I try to hold it together and I can't look at him my head is in his chest. "Nubia, you need to look at me. You need to watch me go so I can become part of your soul. You need to trust me and let yourself take my soul." His air keeps fading with each breath. My eyes look into his eyes and slowly I see the lights going out. His brown ears start to fade little by little. "Damian you are my love story. You are everything. I have wanted I. Life. I wanted to live forever with you no matter how many times I get to come back. I want to love you forever." I don't know if he can understand anything because I'm choking on my sobs. "Nubia. You are forever destined to me. You are the love of my whole universe. You deserve more than me and even Wzikel. You deserve someone who will burn the world down for you. I hope you find this. I know you will. Because you're not dying this time around. You are exactly who you need to be and so much more. You are the guardians of souls. You are the most powerful person I know and I fucking love you. I'm sorry I couldn't be better. I'm sorry I couldn't live forever with you in this lifetime. I love you, Nubia. Don't let this bitch win. Not for me but for you and all that you have become. I love you so much." His body stiles and out comes a black soul. I don't think I can reach my hands out. "Nubia don't let her take Damian's soul." Ezikel says. I slowly put my hands out and have Damian's soul come into my body. His love warms my body and then he guides me and all the other souls to let Nell's control go. Finally, I see the pest and my soul grabs it and with her bare hands smashes it. Nell's body goes forward and the connection she had with me is disconnected. Damian's soul grabs on to mine and then I feel the power of him come through. All the souls join my soul and now I am exactly what I was meant to be. I grow in size to match Nell's size. Her eyes are wide. She laughs and says "I guess you will never be loved again. You are just like me. You are going to be alone forever. You just killed the love of your life." She smirks. She is trying so hard to get under my skin. But it's just not going to work. "Nell shut the fuck up." I say punching her right in the gut.