Days go by and Nell hasn't made a move. We have been trying to figure out who is wise and old. We tried an Elder of another world and she wasn't it. I helped her soul move on and Clarissa took her where she needed to go. Ezikel thinks it will need to be someone of angel or demon who is old enough and wise enough for me to kill. They also need to be willing which is hard because a majority of them have disappeared or are in hiding and no one knows where they are. We have been up for 48 hours and we have nothing. Damian says that it's time we get to rest. We can't think this way and we sure can't figure out who I have to kill with lack of sleep. Damian decided that we should sleep in separate rooms for a while because he had a very unpleasant conversation with my parents after my dad caught him coming out of my room in a towel. It was probably the best and funniest conversation I have ever heard a son of the devil ever had to receive as well and if he gets me pregnant he will stick around and take care of that kid because my father will find him and drag him back. My mother said she would lock him up. Damian agreed to all their terms about these babies we are having and also that he will take care of me and love me with his own life.

"You didn't think I was going to let you off the hook that easy." Nell's say but where is. I'm going to fucking make you mine and your soul will be with me for eternity. No one will remember Nubia and no one will ever love you. I fucking own you." Her hands slip around my waist and she looks at me and I kiss her. Stop fucking kissing her. My mind is trying to jerk away from her but I can't. The grip she has on my waist is painful. I'm jerking myself but I can't. I feel her fingers dig deeper into me. "Tell me you want me Nubia. Tell me you want me to fuck you. Fuck that guy he doesn't even know how to make you feel." Her fingers dig deeper and I swear she is under my skin. I feel blood dripping or maybe it's my sweat. "Come on Nubia I'm not going to wait for you to beg me to be with you. I know you want me just as bad." She keeps pulling me closer and finally, I catch air coming into my lungs and I let her fucking have it. "No one wants you, Nell. You don't love, you just fucking control people for your sick pleasure. You are a worthless soul on this earth and you think you can control me but you can't. I would never, ever want someone as disgusting and pathetic as you are. You are not something I want. I wouldn't even want you in my afterlife because if you devore my soul I will rip you apart from the inside out. I will take everything you have and set it free. I'm going to show how fucking alone you are." Her face is blank. Slowly there is movement in my body and she disappears into the darkness of my mind until she is gone. I hold up and look ouch my side. There is blood and it fucking hurts. I carefully slide out of bed and go to the mirror in the bathroom. There is bruising and five punctures in my skin like nails digging into me. I wash the cuts and quietly go out of my room. I come to the kitchen and look for some ice. There is none so I settle on snap peas. "What the fuck happened." Clarissa's voice startled me I hit the side of the drawer to the fridge. "What the fuck are you doing in the dark." Asking her through different kinds of pain. She shrugs and then asks again what happened. I tell her about the dream and she freaks out because we can connect through soul communication physically. "I'm not powerful enough to kill her and I don't think she can kill me either but we sure can physically hurt each other. I saw the ring of bruises wrapped around her neck from me." I tell Clarissa and she is still stuck on how scary that we can do that. Apparently, we are the first to be able to reach others that way and she is curious if only we can do it. She tries to hurt me and all I feel is the vibration of her coming through but nothing. She tells me to try it on her I come through and I pinch her on the arm she says, "Ouch, how the fuck. No because why can you do that?" She looks at me with fear. But I shrug and tell her, "I honestly didn't know I could do it until I did it to Nell. It was like my soul just knew what to do." Her head just goes up and down as I explain this. We start sharing the pint of brownie fudge ice cream. Clarissa keeps trying to hurt me but she can't figure out how I did it. We also make a plan to try it on the others and see if they know it's from me or can it be used as a sneak attack. We don't go to bed till 3 in the morning. I block my mind from Nell and dream of the ocean side during the night. When the waves come crashing down and the sky is clear you can see the stars kissing the ocean.

Loud knocking disturbs my peace. My mother rushes in and says get up I need to show you something. I'm sure no words are coming out of my mouth. She guides me to the workout room and Candy is standing there. I run to hug her and I am so excited to see her. "Sorry, I missed out on so much but I was on a mission to find these." She says as she pulls out two daggers that look like a "w" with the middle being longer. They are gold with jewels in them. Each ton represents the chakras. There is also a language I'm about to say I don't understand till the words change right in front of my eyes. "Thy holder of pure soul will take on and kill all evil in thy path."  This is the spear. Candy says out loud right when I'm thinking it. "That is the spear. They melted it down and created two daggers it was deep in the middle of the ocean. I thought I would never be able to get to it. Thank god for knowing some friends. But honestly, I didn't know it was in the middle of the ocean the story said behind lava but someone moved it from there and gave it to the sea witches to keep till you were to come back to earth. They didn't believe me but all of a sudden. The waters changed colors when I mentioned your name and they brought me both daggers with no questions. It has been a long ride and journey I'm going to shower and sleep for a few hours or two days if the war will allow me to." Candy says as she walks out of the room. She looks like she hasn't slept in days. My soul tingles like I'm being tickled from the inside. I start to feel the heat course through my body and the danger lights up with my body. My soul starts to feel more and more complete. like the missing puzzles are falling right into place. "Oh I am so ready to kick ass," I say as the others come into the room and see both daggers in my hands. They all slowly stop where they are and back out of the room.