~Previously on Dead Last Chapter 35~

Alright, it's been a minute, but basically in Chapter 35 after Y/n and Nagisa had an argument outside the school, Y/n finally 'broke up' with Nagisa for good. When she went into class, everyone was looking at her because, uh oh, they all heard that loud ass argument. Obviously she was super embarrassed, but she still took a seat in her class even though she just wanted to go home. After the horribly awkward and tense class was over  and it was time to go, Professor Bitch came into the class giving the kids a word of advice to try and help still assassinate their teacher. Y/n didn't really care because she decided that after today assassination 'wouldn't be her problem anymore' whatever that means...and uh yea, after class Nagisa announces to everyone he wants to meet up behind the school. Y/n doesn't want to go. So, when everyone left the class she went to the classroom Karma kissed her in to try and sneak out the window. Instead, she ended up hearing both Nagisa and Karma arguing and well let's just say what they were saying---especially Karma---was really really harsh and it really hurt Y/n's feelings. When they leave Y/n slides onto the floor crying finally realizing that they had both lied to her. 

||Y/n's P.o.v||

When I finally forced myself to get up, I quickly left the classroom, then the school. Outside was Terasaka and some of his friends walking over to the back of the school. I Ignored them and tried to walk past them, but my wrist was suddenly grabbed by Terasaka himself.

"And just where do you think you're running off to, Y/n?" He asked me.

I tried to pull my wrist away but his grip was intense, "Leave me alone..." I told him. He then yanked me in the direction he and his friends were going.

"No way. If we're going to this stupid thing, so are you..." He threatened.

I pouted. I just wanted to go home...

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"It ain't like you to be callin' us all together like this, Nagisa..." Terasaka was the first to say.

"There's something I'd really like to discuss..." Nagisa told us.

I stayed towards the back of the crowd, just in case I was done listening and wanted to go home. Being around everyone made me extremely uncomfortable for some reason.

"What is it?" Kataoka asked.

"I don't know if it's even possible, but I want to find a way to save Koro Sensei's life." He said.

"Save it?" Mimura asked, "You mean, a way to keep Koro Sensei from exploding come March?"

"Where do we start?" Fuwa asked Nagisa.

I couldn't believe the things I was hearing. Were my classmates serious. I wanted to not kill Koro Sensei too, but at the same time, it's not like we had much of a choice. Kill Koro Sensei or die, and I didn't want to die. I decided I'd heard enough and tried to leave, but annoying Terasaka grabbed me to stop me. I swear, I thought he was towards the front earlier, but now he was in the back with me, making my life more difficult. To make things worse he had a firm grip on my wrist, so escaping to go home and cry in my bed was not an option. I hated him, I hated this, and I especially hated Nagisa and Karma too. I just wanted to go home and finally transfer onto the main campus just like I should have the moment I was legible too.

"Terasaka...let go..." I hissed, trying to pry his hand off of me.

"You know, for a girl who can apparently 'kick my ass in crutches', you're surprisingly weak..." He said, ignoring my orders.

"I'm in!" I heard Kurahashi exclaim, "I wanna look for tons more creepy-crawlies with Koro Sensei!!"

"If you hadn't said something, Nagisa, I would have." Kataoka also spoke up, "I want to repay him."

Next to speak was Suguino and he said that out assassination work has gotten us far enough and that we should 'tackle a whole new challenge!'. I rolled my eyes and tried resisting harder. Even Hinata said we would regret this if we didn't try to save him and we should do what we can.

"You guys..." Nagisa began.

Finally, I had enough with Terasaka and his bullshit along with this class. I stomped on his foot which caused him to let go of my wrist at last. I didn't waste any more time in standing around and I quickly turned and began to walk away. 'Fuck this!!' I thought, 'The class will be better off without me anyways! I'm putting an end to this e-class fantasy story–'

"I hate to spoil the mood...but I'm against the idea." I heard Rio say.

I stopped in my tracks. She continued,

"Our bond is one of assassin and target. Koro Sensei said as much. And I really treasure the bond we've built over this past year. But that's exactly why...I think we have to kill him." She said.

I wanted to continue leaving, I wanted my feet to move and take me far away from this place, but I was frozen for some reason. It was almost as if my body didn't want to move even though my mind was screaming otherwise. Why couldn't I move? It's not like I was interested in what anyone had to say, no!! I was supposed to be renouncing assassination, not hearing it out!!

"You're against it?" I heard Nagisa ask.

Hearing his voice made me shutter and want to cry. Still though, this was not enough to make my body get a grip.

"You say you wanna save him, but how, exactly?" Terasaka asked.

This time I couldn't help but look back. That's when I noticed what side I was standing on. The side of those who opposed not killing Koro Sensei. It made my stomach drop. If you would have told me I'd be anywhere other than at Nagisa's side a couple months ago I wouldn't have believed you. Even though I was standing towards the back of the crowd, Nagisa and I still made eye contact.

"Y/n...You too?" He asked, sounding hurt.

I was quick to move out of his sight line, behind Terasaka, not wanting to speak or look at him. This was all starting to get too much for me...It's not like I didn't want to save Koro Sensei and it's not like I wanted to kill him either...All I wanted to do was survive. I wanted to make it to high school and try and live a normal and possibly fun and risky life. I didn't want to die...As for the side I was standing on, well...That was just a coincidence.

"It's not like we haven't thought about it. But...what if time runs out before we find a way?" Muramatsu asked, taking the attention off of me.

"You think that octopus'll be happy, havin' such half assed students, comin' to such a half-assed ending?" Terasaka pressed.

Nagisa went quiet for a moment, probably thinking of something to combat what Terasaka had just reasonably said. I continued to sift the the crowd of opposers, not feeling like this was the side I was supposed to be on. I wandered closer to the front, but not directly in it because I didn't want to have face Nagisa or Karma. I peaked over Rio's shoulder ever so carefully just to see the other side of students.

"--B-But isn't it at least worth consid–" Nagisa began before he was cut off.

"It's always the talented ones, mistakenly thinking everything'll go their way." The person---who was none other than Karma---said.

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Hey!! I'm not dead and I didn't forget about you!!😭😭 I was just sleeping!! But I just woke up and I'm ready to post!!

Yo, I had such a hard time breaking this all up into decent size chapters, like my hands were on fire while I was writing this😭😭 Like I hope this doesn't seem like an abrupt way to end the chapter, bc bro I originally had this thing at over 2000 words😭😭 

Anyways I ended up getting a bunch of motivation so there's about to be a shit ton of devious ass chapters😈😈 Like it's just about to be angst after angst💀💀 K! See you next chapter tho!!