~Previously in Dead Last Chapter 31~

There are a lot of emotions going on in that chapter. Y/n just saw Nagisa french kiss Kayano infront of the whole class, and then Karma basically rubbed it in her face a few chapters ago, and then in chapter 32 Shiro reappers and tries to shoot Koro Sensei in the head. Luckily Koro Sensei dodges it though, so all is well. Shiro is with some guy in all black, Shiro gives some random mini speach and then he and the guy leave. Kayano then wakes up and she's okay...kind of. She then explains herself and why she did what she did and then Nagisa basically assures her that she's still apart of the class and blah blah blah. Now it's time for Koro Sensei to talk about his past...

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 "That's my story..." Koro Sensei told us, "The one who taught me to be a teacher was Miss Aguri Yukimura."

Koro Sensei told us one of the most beautiful yet sad stories I'd ever heard. He explained that when he was still a human he was the real reaper, but was turned in by his own apprentice. There, is where he met our old teacher miss Yukimura, who was actually part time working at the lab Koro Sensei was in. From there we heard about how their friendship had grown and had been cherished by Koro Sensei up until the end. When he found out he was going to die, he went on a rampage. Right when he was about to leave, Yukimmura stopped him and was then impaled by an inground tentacle harpoon that was meant to kill Koro Sensei. That was how she really died, technically protecting Koro Sensei...Her dying words were asking Koro Sensei to look after us, and that's how he became out teacher...

By the end of it all...I was crying...I couldn't help it after hearing such a sad tale about our teacher. However, I did my best to wipe my tears so that it didn't appear I was at my witts end.

"To truly look at the people before you and respect them as equal human beings, not to judge them solely on their weaknesses, I learned the fundamentals of being a teacher from her. I added my own knowledge and experience and prepared to face you all. I would use my abilities to the fullest to give you the gift of the best growth and development. But how best to do that? I racked my brain...and finally landed on the assassination classroom, where I'd use what remained of my life."

I wiped my eyes to keep more tears from coming out, "Th-that's so sad..." I muttered. It was hard concealing my crying, but I managed to the best of my abilities. For the nine months since Koro Sensei came to the E Classeveryone of us had grown through leaps and bounds. He really was the best teacher we could have!! Koro Sensei talked to us for about half an hour about the real reasons he became a teacher, and my mind—along with probably the rest of the class'—was overrun with memories with him. The frightening times, the infuriating times, the happy times, the fun times...Now, for the first time, we realized the formidable challenge we'd had foisted upon us. I started crying more, did we have to kill our teacher?

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That night, Karma and I walked home together, seeing as how we lived in the same neighborhood. We didn't say a word the whole way back until we reached our dividing streets. I stopped walking and so did he. "You gonna be okay, N/n-chan?" He asked me. I stopped looking at the ground and focused up at him instead. I forced a sad smile on my face to try and comfort him,

"Y-yea!! Why would I? In the end, everything worked out and all of our friends are okay!!" I told him.

He frowned at me, so I knew he didn't believed me. I forced my smile harder at him and then lightly punched him in the arm,

"Don't look at me like that, it was just a kiss!! It's not like Nagisa died or anything, I'm just a bit flustered!! Besides, I'll probably get over it over break anyhow!!" I told him.

Karma stared at me a moment longer, before a faint smile formed on his face. He patted my head, like was some puppy, "That's good...good for you..." He told me. I felt myself blush a bit and I pushed his hand off my lightly,

"Get off..." I told him.

Karma let out another chuckle, and instead tucked a strand of loose hair behind my ear. He then tapped my nose with his finger, "Get home safe, okay?" he said. I nodded, and looked the other way,

"Yea...Y-you too..."

Karma turned away to leave, but against my better judgment, I hugged him from behind. This, obviously, stopped him in his tracks. "Karma...thank you...Despite all I've ever said to you...You've always been a really good friend to me..." I told him. Karma paused before respond,

"Yea, I know...now get off of me..." He said.

I shook my head, "Let me hug you like this for a little longer..." I told him. Karma let out a sigh of annoyance,

"Fine, just one more minute...Y/n..."

When I went home, I cried all night in my bed for a multitude of reasons. I was sad, angry, hurt, and confused all at once. I was sad because of Koro Sensei's story, angry for letting myself be kissed by karma, hurt by seeing Nagisa kiss Kayano, and confused as to why I couldn't just like Karma instead. I mean, at this point most of my problems would be solved if I just gave him the time of day. I couldn't though, not when Nagisa plagued me everyday. When I was awake, all I could do was think about him, and when I was asleep I'd dream seriously pervy things about him. I mean, while I was crying he literally texting me asking if we could talk!! Of course, I blew him off an didn't answer any of his messages or calls. In my mind, there was no point, the damage was done.

He chose Kayano, and I chose Karma, we were done... I thought about just going back on the main campus, and forget about stupid Nagisa, and the assassination, and Karma too. None of them were worth all the stress I was experiencing. I might have actually done it, if right after that whole Kayano incident wasn't winter break. It allowed for me to really think things through instead of making rash decisions. 

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Lmao, I didn't forget about ya'll, I was just busy!! And did you really think that I was finna write Koro Sensei's whole orgin story?? Nahhhhh