Hey guys I hope you like the first chapter oh and before you all say something I just wanna say.... MY BOOK MY RULES!!! So there will maybe be cursing and some stuff may be wrong but remember it's my book! Enjoy.

Lucy pov
I still can't believe she's gone.. I know it's been a few weeks but.. It's still hard to see her key gone.. Then I get up from my bed and walk up to my mirror to see my once clear brown eyes full of sadness and darkness. "I miss her..." Then I put on my t shirt and knee shorts and I walk to the guide. Then once I get in I see Natsu and Gray fighting... Again... So I just walk over to the bar and sit in one of the chairs just minding myself. Then as I'm sitting I hear happy come over to me but I just ignor him and get lost in my thoughts.

Thoughts
I'm in a large cave and I'm lost its dark to. Then I feel something wet drip on my face and when I wip it on my hand it's blood... Then I look for where it's coming from and when I see it's her.. Auqarius.... She has a gaping hole in her stomach and multiple deep cuts. I try to call out to her but I can't speak. Then she moves farther away and when I try to run after her I look down and see chains holding me down... Then all I hear is someone saying my name over and over.

Lucy.....

Lucy..!

Lucy!

End of thoughts

I look up to see Natsu and happy looking at me with concern.

"Hey Lucy are you ok..? You kinda blacked out a little there.."

"I'm fine...."

"Are you sure..? You look a little sad.. Is something wrong..?"

"Why do you all of a sudden care about what I'm doing...? What about Gray or Ersa... Go bother them..."

"Your being weird Lucy..."

"Maybe I am.... But what's your excuse..."

So I walk out of the guild in anger and a little bit of regret I really shouldn't have been rude to Natsu... I'm just having a really bad time right now.. But I shouldn't take it out on others... So I go home and as I get to my door I see someone in a hood standing in front of the door. Then when I was about to walk past them they say something.

"I know how you can bring her back..."

"What..?! What do you mean..?"

"Auqarius... I know how you can get her back..."

"How do you know about her..?"

"Let's just say... I've been keeping a protective eye on you.. And I can see your hurt... So I wanna help you.."

"How do I know your not lying to me..."

"I guess you'll just have to trust me won't "

".... What do I need to do..."

"First you need to leave fairy tail with out anyone seeing you.. You'll return once you get her back.. But you have to do this alone... Cause once your back not only will everyone have wondered where you were but they will also see how much stronger you've gotten... So not only will this make you stronger... It will build your bond with Aquarius..."

"Will you help me...?"

"Heh... If you want it.. Than yes I will gladly help you.."

"Ok... Where should we meet up..?"

"Just meet me at the entrance of fairy tail before anyone else can see you..."

"Ok... It's a deal..."

So I walk into my home and pack my suitcase and I get ready for tomorrow. Then as I see Natsu climbing up my wall I hide my things and act like nothing happened.

"Hey Lucy!"

"Hi Natsu....."

"Ok so look I'm sorry about earlier.. I know your going through hard times its just that... I don't want you sad.. You look way better with a smile.."

"Thanks Natsu... And really you don't need to say sorry... It was my fault... But Natsu... If something happens and I need to leave for a while... I want you to know your my best friend..."

"Of course I know that! And lus it's not like anything will happen to us.."

"Well I need to sleep I've gotta do something tomorrow.."

"Ok night Lucy!"

"Good night Natsu..."

Then I quickly finish packing and sleep for a little while so I can get up early.

Well guys I hope you liked that till next time later my fellow wolf hounds.