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LUKES POV!
I opened the door still kissing her heavily as both of our moans groans and humming among each other's lips were exchanged.
To be completely and utterly honest I felt something different with Violet than anyone as dumb as it sounds is true.
She's the only girl that makes me horny, light hearted, frustrated and happy all at the same fucking time.
We're still carried on kissing until something fell over from behind me made me pull away from her and turning around.
Oh shit.
"Luke who the fuck is this?" She asked.
"I-I -we- we were just-"
"Is this why you gave me that shit of a speech? For her?"
"Look Amber-
"It's Arzaylea."
"Whatever the fuck your name is, I told you I didn't want you anymore, why are you even here?"
I felt Violet squeeze on to my arm in fear I guess it was anyway.
This is the last fucking thing I need to happen right now. I actually like Violet.
"I came to try to see if you wanted to hook up one more time but obviously you've found some other slut to fuck with!"
"First of all she isn't a slut. You are. I don't even know why I slept with you for so long you weren't even that good to begin with. I told you I didn't want to see you again! Get out Arzaylea now!" She watched me like a hawk while I screeched at her grinding her teeth. I don't even know why I came on to her like I did. She was always loose and was always trying to be all 'Daddy Luke" and to be honest I was never into that. Even if she had a nice fucking body.
"Fine. I'll go."
"Thank you."
She walked slowly as her held clicked against the floor and got in Violets face.
"If you think he's actually going to stay with you, think again bitch." She said into her face and left. When I turned around to face Violet and her breathe was heavy and had tears welling up in her eyes. As my mouth opened to say something she bolted and ran out of my apartment. God damn it.
"Violet! Stop!" She ran even faster and as frantically wiping her tears as she ran. I was losing her.
Violet was the first girl I've met, that as stupid as this sounds, I feel something with. The way that her blue and green eyes shine even in the dark and bats her long eyelashes. She is absolutely beautiful. Yeah all I wanted to do was fuck her at first but I don't want to lose her after tonight. I can finally feel the way with Violet the same way I felt with her.
After chasing her for a while I stopped in my tracks when I heard her sobs from down the next hall and there she was.
The poor weeping girl with a coffee stained shirt, beautiful eyes, that were tear filled leaning against the wall with her knees tucked under her head with her arms wrapped around her small stature.
BACK TO NARRATORS POV
Luke ran to his weeping girl and kneeled down in front of her and softly stroked her arms.
"Baby don't worry about her. She's just trying to intimidate you."
He hated to see her cry. It broke his heart.
"Well it's working! You told me that you felt different about me, and that you would take care of me and you probably told that to her too! Now look where we all are Luke. I'm in the exact place she was before and those same vile words keep flowing and manipulating girls like me and her Luke! You never know when to stop!" She screamed at him as tears and sorrow and absolute brokenness.
It broke him too because it hurt to see the girl he loved,broken because of what he's known for. Leaving. Rejection.
Violet stood up and calmed herself down a bit and wiped under her eyes once more.
"I-I'm sorry I made you feel like that,Vi." Luke said nervously.
"You know, it's been a long time since anyone has made me feel this way. With my problems left in Aus I thought what could've gone wrong? I got to go places I wanted to go and do things I've only dreamed of doing. And then I end up here. With you, Luke. Someone that made me feel like there was nothing to run from o-or be intimidated by because you made me feel needed. I felt a sense of being fulfilled with you Luke. I didn't have to feel hopelessly in love because with you I just felt okay. And that's the best I've felt in a long time. And now I see what could've- no what did go wrong." She looked at him dead in the eye as he looked back at her with love and hurt in his eyes.
He looked up waiting for her answer as he gently laid his hands on her arms letting his thumb run along her shaking arms. She tensed up as he did so.
"You. You were what went wrong. You've corrupted me more then I've ever been and that's saying a lot. So thanks for giving me false hope in believing that one that I'll be okay." She moved her arms letting his soothing touch fall as she backed away.
A tear escaped Luke's blue orbs as her emerald ones were glossed over.
She began to walk away before his words stopped her.
"So this is the way of solving your problems? Running? I have to say Violet I thought you were smarter. But I guess I was wrong considering after that night with your bad boy lover your to scared to admit that you run from what you don't understand."
"Luke I..that- you.."
"Look at you Violet. You think your a brave girl, don't you? Well your not. It's sickening actually. One little problem with you and you run away. And for some reason that has been put into your big head that it's a strong act of self worth. Hate to break it to you sweetheart but you are not doing yourself any good running away from every problem life throws at you." Now his eyes are blazed with emotions he didn't even know existed and she doesn't know if she feels broken or wants to run.
Or maybe she's facing the fact that Luke might actually be right. But then again, just maybe.
"Unless I do run away from what is there keeping me from living happily I-"
"Goddammit, you can't keep running from what isn't there, Violet!" He shouted at her and by now they both knew not a soul could be resting whilst the two screamed at each other in the middle of the night.
She swallowed what little pride she had left. As much as she would hate to admit Luke was terribly right. His words had a truth behind them.
Thoughts were chasing through Luke's head why he didn't want her to go. Maybe the thought of someone rejecting him was encouraging his dying needs for sex and parts other then his meticulous brain and heart were convincing him that I he loved Violet.
In the midst of his thinking, a sound was heard from Violet , an unsettling one at that. She was holding her throat and her eyes were dying. "L-Luke." She said in a low whisper as the air was escaping her throat. He ran to her as her eyes were gone and her movements stilled as Luke ran to her to catch the tragedy in his needy arms.
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