A/N:

THIS IS MY TAKE ON WHAT A REALASHIP WOULD BE LIKE WITH JOHN DEACON, AND FREDDIE MERCURY. I WILL BE ADDING PICS AND VIDEOS JUST SO YOU UNDERSTAND DEACURY. THEY MAY EVEN BE A SOME MAYLOR. WHAT AM I TALKING ABOUT OF COURSE THERE WILL BE. THEY ARE ALL GREAT TOGETHER.

ALSO THERE WILL ONLY BE 6, CHAPTERS TO THIS BOOK.

CHAPTER 1).

YEAR 1973:

Why do I feel like that. He is my best friend. Plus I'm with Ronnie, I love her right. But I can't tell telling my self that I love her when deep down I don't love her. I'm in love with a man, Freddie. no one knows about my feelings about Freddie. not even Brian, or Roger knows. I had keeped it so close to my heart. sometimes I feel like I just cant breath, when I'm around Freddie.

YEAR 1983:

so my be I should tell you that I john Richard deacon, has been in love with Freddie. I fell in 1973 I never told him that in till I had no choice. He over herd me telling roger, and Brian, as they both figured it out. I didn't even now what do say so I just ran out of Freddie, home. I just keeped running and running. my chest was hurting with running and crying.

(How could I be so stupied. I should of been more carful.) I said to my self. there was only one person that I could talk to that was my ex-wife. she worked it out in 1976, that I had feelings for fred. we may not be together but we are now really good friends. plus Ronnie, found that the is bi. she is with a great women Sarah.

I'm happy that she is happy. if only I could be happy. fred, probly hates me know. I decided to go home and sleep. by the time that I got home I didn't even get dressed I just layed on my bed and closed my eyes.

I was awoken by my arlam going of. even one of our songs was playing.

"Sammy was low

Just watching the show

Over and over again

Knew it was time

He'd made up his mind

To leave his dead life behind

His boss said to him

Boy you'd better begin

To get those crazy notions right out of your head

Sammy who do you think that you are

You should've been sweeping up the Emerald bar"

Sammy was low

Just watching the show

Over and over again

Knew it was time

He'd made up his mind

To leave his dead life behind

His boss said to him

Boy you'd better begin

To get those crazy notions right out of your head

Sammy who do you think that you are

You should've been sweeping up the Emerald bar

Spread your wings and fly away

Fly away far away

Spread your little wings and fly away

Fly away far away

Pull yourself together

'Cause you know you should do better

That's because you're a free man"

I turned of my radio and made my way in to the kitchen. when I herd something smash. I slowly opened my bed room door and standing was roger fucking Taylor. "what are you doing here roger." I demanded slowly.

I watch as he looks at me with a small smile on his face. "we are here for you deacy. we will always be by your side."

wait did roger, just say we. then that would mean that Brian, and Freddie, are here to. I felt the need to run and hide in my room. but I new that I had to face this. so I took one big deep breath and slowly walked in to the kitchen. both Fred, and Brian, was watching me and it made me feel so lost. I could also feel Freddie's eyes on me to. I just sat there and eat my cheese on toast with out saying a word to them.

"john, my darling. can we talk about it." Freddie, had slowly asked me.

I new that I didn't want to talk about this just yet. I just hoe that Fred, can wait. "I need to to think then we can talk. Would that be ok with you." I shyly replied back to him.

he just looks at me and nodded his head ok. I was grateful that Fred, was willing to wait to talk. for know I just needed to think about what I really want to say to Freddie.

A\N:

FIRST CHAPTER, DONE.
I WILL POST THE NEXT CHAPTER, IN A COUPLE OF DAYS.

THANK YOU, DARLING'S

F.L.MERCURY...

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