Rosie's POV

I enter Black Ship and go upstairs to my bedroom after saying a quick hello to Jo. Once I enter the room I sling my bag down on to the floor and lay down on the bed face down on the pillow. After a while I get up and decided to go down to the café and help Jo out, I go down and see the guys sitting down at their usual spot doing what they usually do. I didn't think I would see them here I thought to myself, I go up to them "hey" I say trying to act as normal as possible "hi" they say not looking up at me. I feel a slight sting in my heart. "Are you trying to avoid me?" I ask in genuine confusion "not really?" they all shake their heads in agreement "then why aren't you talking to me?" I ask "we are" that was the only response they gave "ok, then why aren't you looking at me then when you are talking to me?" I ask instead, but this time there was no response. "Is this because of the letter?" there was still no response to my question "I don't get why you all are so angry at me, I have done nothing but get a letter and--" I get cut off by Ichy suddenly standing up "nothing? You are leaving us again and for what? A stupid school in America?" I snap back at him "I don't know if I'm going to go yet, anyway it's my decision if I want to or not" "yeah go and forget us all over again" I feel myself getting more and more angry and tears of anger fall from my eyes "don't you think I feel guilty enough thinking about it and you just want me to feel worse don't you? Well maybe I should go instead if you think I should" I turn and run out of black ship I hear Ichy call out to me behind me but I carry on running.

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I sit on the swing in the park where we always used to play as kids. I sit there different kinds of thoughts and emotion circling around me, blocking everything else out around. Not thinking about anything else I don't notice the person walking up to me until they are standing right there, in front of me. "Ichy" I whisper to myself, I turn my face away not wanting to look at him with all the guilt building up inside me and it makes my heart hurt thinking about it, lying about it to him. "Rosie" I hear him say but I still don't look at him "Rosie, please look at me" this time I turn my head slightly to see his face, his sad expression showing "I'm sorry I shouted at you back there I was just sad and confused about everything and most of all I was scared..." I turn to face him, tears in my eyes "...I was scared that you would forget about me again and I will lose the only thing that made me happy, the one thing that made me smile...you, you do all them thing to me...you make me the happiest person in the world and...and I could not bare the thought of losing you again. I'm really sorry." By now tears are falling off my cheeks, falling on to the ground below us "I'm sorry I snapped back at you..." I reply between my sobs "I was scared too, I didn't know what to do. I thought everybody would hate me, I thought you would hate me, that's why I didn't want you to see the letter I got until I was ready to show you." I say as my crying gets slower and I start to calm down. Suddenly Ichy pulls me in to his arms and I bury my face in to his chest, "I would never..." he starts to say as he tightens his arms around me "...never hate you" he whispers in to my hair. He kisses the top of my head "I love you now and forever no matter what happens and nothing can break it." He lifts up my head and gazes into my eyes "Nothing." He kisses me sealing our love for one another, strengthening our love. "I'm not going" I say in to his chest, I feel him breath out a breath of relief "are you sure?" "Now I'm positive".