I know I've mentioned this before but the....progression of a breakdown is so heartbreaking

Because maybe it wasn't the first time

And just the saddest "no I'm fine, I'm fine. Please dad, papa I'm okay. Please." And his hands are shaking and his eyes are tired and sometimes at night when DC thinks no one can hear him they can hear him crying.
And they know it's happening again

(I don't know when the first time was)