disordered eating tw

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DC sat in his office looking at all the pens in front of him. He had work to do, and he had to get it done before supper because he knew he was going to be forced to eat regardless, but a thought nagged at him.

"Y'know what we should have this weekend? A big cook out."

"No, we already talked to everyone, this is the schedule we're going with."

"But we should be spontaneous!"

"You know we need to stick with this."

The fed sighed and leaned back in his chair. It wasn't fair to everyone, that their dinners, and lunches, and breakfasts had to suffer because of him, because of his fucked up relationship with food. His partners were doing their best, but DC knew how much Florida would love a gator tail run, or Louisiana to cook up some gumbo, opposed to the high-calorie healthy stuff the clinic gave them. DC looked up at the ceiling and tried to blink the tears away, he wished he was healthier.

"Maybe next week North Carolina."

"But that ain't fair! Just 'cuss he's got a problem with food don't mean the rest of us have to suffer!"

"Stop it North! You know he's recovering!"

"It's the truth! Why can't we have our meals, and he has his. This is bullshit!"

DC skidded back his chair and stood up. He had to make this right. The fed quickly left his office and went into the living room where some states had gathered to watch some crappy TV show.

"Hey uh, North." DC called, bringing North Carolina's attention around. "About this weekend, we can do a cookout."

"Really?" North Carolina said with a smile.

"Yeah! It'd be a lot of fun, and....spontaneous." DC said swallowing down the word like it was a pill

"You won't regret this DC, Imma make you the best damn BBQ you've ever had." North Carolina said proudly. DC nodded and walked off back to his office, his stomach beginning to bubble with bile. This was fine, spontaneous was fine. Never mind North Carolina had a week from the last shopping trip to suggest his BBQ idea, no, this would be fine.

Maybe he could go back to Washington that day.