(Ceiling fan)

Do they see how much I'm sweating under my 'official' clothes

Does my sister or cousin see how uncomfy I am presenting as male?

Do my partners?

I nearly had a meltdown today in the bathrooms at work

My dysphoria is so bad

DC: Oh honey a gender, in this economy?

DC: *exasperated laugh*

That one Text to Speech voice: I stole this dress from one of my partners.

(DC appears in the video wearing a cute cottagecore style dress)

(He sees himself in the lens and gasps and is overwhelmed)

GOD I LOOK SO CUTE

(Outside open field)

DC: HOW CAN I TELL THEM IF I CAN'T DECIDE WHAT MY PRONOUNS ARE

DC: (SCREAMS)

(Wall)

Theyhatemetheyhatemetheyhatemetheyhatemetheyhateme

DC: *On the outside projecting the perfect model of the fed, strong, manly and no nonsense* Wake me up--

DC: *crouched on the floor in the dark* A genderless mess

(Floor)

Dad was right you'll never amount to anything

God California kept calling me 'he' and it's not his fault but someone please just use them for me once

PLEASE

WHY CAN'T I JUST BE NORMAL 

Okay but do the main five not pick up on how uncomfortable DC is dressed in his formal wear at meetings of when he goes back to Washington. I think they notice but they figure he's just too nervous.