Forewords

Title: Forbidden Desire
Author: Claritycheck
Artistes: Yunho and Jaejoong (Dong Bang Shin Ki)

Synopsis:
Obscenely rich, sinfully handsome and outrageously womanizing were used to describe Jung Yunho. Being the celebrity that he was, he had the power to make and destroy a person's life- including Kim Jaejoong's. Knowing that his best friend had left him years ago, Yunho's heart was torn between desperation and anger. He wanted very much for Jae to return to him, begging.

Years ago when Jaejoong left to suppress the feelings in his heart, he never thought that he would see his best friend again. Even more determined to hide the forbidden desire within him, he struggles to break free of the passion in Yunho's heated gaze and everlasting promises.

Because he knew, that if he allowed the situation to escalate, what would result were two broken souls...

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Hey guys, this is my first time writing a gay fiction. Though I have to say, it's a little awkward sometime. Haha, but i'm sticking to Yunho and Jaejoong anyway because I simply love them. Erm, Yunho will now-on be referred as Yun, whereas Jaejoong will be referred as Jae. It's easier for me this way. ;) Thanks.

Comments are appreciated

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Chapter 1Prologue

University of Seoul

"Well?" Yun asked as he straddled the chair in front of Jae's desk, folding his arms on its backrest.

Jae sighed and looked up from his book,"She said yes. Pick her up seven. I don't get it, why do you even want to go out with her?"

Yun chuckled and shook his head as if talking to a child. "Because she's the arm candy that will make all the other guys jealous of me. Besides, I've seen you looking at her, I KNOW that you are just a tinged attracted to her."

Yeah right, the only reason Jae looked at her was because he was blinded by jealousy that Yun likes her. Seriously, this was really starting to get disturbing.

"You're the most popular guy in school and you settle for some bitch. I can't stand girls like her!"

"Well, why not? She's hot! Anyway, you're not a virgin anymore, why isn't your libido working with her?"

Cause my libido is working with you, you stupid jerk. "Just not my type"

Not wanting to discuss the topic anymore, Yun gracefully swung off the chair and headed for the classroom door," See ya, I gotta get ready for my date! Thanks man!"

Taking a deep breath, Jae controlled his anger. Lately, Yun's antics with the girls were antagonizing him and it wasn't as if he had never seen them before, they had been as close as brothers since the age of five! What the hell was happening to him? Feeling really sick of himself, Jae snapped the book shut and left the classroom too.

Deep inside, he knew that the boundaries between friends and lovers were slowly merging- but HE WAS STRAIGHT! And then it hit him like a punch in the gut: He was in love with Yun. And Yun would never love him back the way he did.

A piercing ache entered Jae's heart and the tears were brimming. It wasn't too late, he thought, I've gotta leave this place.

With the tears streaming down his cheeks, Jae rushed home and booked a flight.

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When Yun returned from his horrid date with Casa, "the bitch", as Jae had called her, he quickly changed and headed for Jae's dorm. Everything didn't turn out the way he expected. She demanded flowers, never-ending attention, freaking expensive food, and wanted to be treated like a queen. Bitch!

"Jae! Open the damn door!" he shouted in frustration.

Nothing.

He waited some more.

Still nothing.

And he knew something was wrong.

Yun flung the door open and strode inside the room. His gaze raked everywhere but every sign of Jae was gone, vanished. Panic overwhelmed him but his attention was caught by the lit table lamp. Right there, sitting on the table, was a note addressed to him.

Dear Yun,

Things cropped up suddenly and I have to go. Sorry for leaving without consulting you but please don't come looking for me.

I need time away from our friendship.

Your best friend,
Jae.

Yun crumpled the letter as unreasonable rage and sadness filled him. Away from our frienship?! What the hell is wrong with our frienship?! He felt dumped, bruised, lonely and hurt, for his best friend has just left him like that, as if he was replaceable!

Kim Jaejoong! I am going to find you and I'm definitely going to make you pay!

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Pretty short prologue. Seriously, how long do you want the prologue to be? ;)

Love ya'll and thanks for reading. The interesting part will come soon.

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Chapter 2

Six Years Later

"Any word about him?" Yunho asked anxiously as the messenger entered.

"Yes. We have apparently traced his trail back to Korea but we are still unable to pinpoint his exact location. Two years ago, he left France for America and just about a month ago returned to Korea."

Finally! After six long years of searching for him and he's returned. Triumph and elation surged through his veins. "Find him now! I want everything about him brought to me, where he lives, who's he with, his occupation- everything!"

The messenger nodded and left the room.

Yunho exhaled the breath he was holding and leaned back against the cushioned chair, massaging the bridge of his nose with two fingers. He was weary and frustrated that he needed to wait further but every nerve in him was thrumming with anticipation when he finally was going to see Jae again. Six years back he vowed to get Jae back to his side with every possible means and by god he would do it. It was as if the sunny parts of his heart had just fallen apart and replaced with oppressing darkness. And deep inside, he knew that Jae's leaving was personal, not just because Jae was his best friend, but something more.

He's going to make him beg to be back with him. Yunho isn't just someone anyone trifled with. He was a freaking mega celebrity for pete's sake. Both men and women screamed and swooned when he walked by, beautiful movie stars and models fought for his attention. He was by far, one of the most powerful men in the entire world. He had the ability make or break a person- and he was definitely going to break Kim JaeJoong.

Just then, the door to his study opened and a striking beauty sauntered in. Her raven hair cascaded down her back and she was exotic in a violet, figure-hugging tube dress.

"Who the hell are you?" Yunho snapped.

Her artfully painted lips parted in surprise. "I'm Vanessa," she crooned," I'm supposed to be your date for the gala this evening."

Right, whoever the hell she was. Jerking his chin to the door, he indicated for her to leave. The gala was five hours away, he didn't have the time for her.

"Don't you have something to say to me?" she asked incredulously. Upon being notified that Mr. Jung would like to meet her, she thought that all her dreams had come true. But to find out the filthy-rich billionaire didn't even recognize her was a blow to her vainity and ego.

"No," he replied rudely," So leave, I'll meet you at eight."

In a tight-lipped smile, the woman nodded and left, seething beneath a thinly-veiled surface of serenity.

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Vanessa whatever-her-name-was was basking in all the attention and glory of being Yunho's arm candy at the gala. He on the other hand was hating every minute of it. The gala was to promote the cosmetic line of a new superbrand that the critics thought would "Shock-the-world".

The host, Mr Lee, and his wife, came out to the ballroom entrance to greet the guests that had just arrived. Upon seeing him, the both of them enthusiastically ushered both him and his date into the mainroom. "Ahh, Yunho, what an honour it is to see you here."

"It is my pleasure."

"We have a new line tonight, called "Desire" and the artist behind this is simply amazing. You'll absolutely love him," Mrs Lee continued as they were directed to their table. There was a platform stage at the end of the room with display cases and models all about. Yunho hated the event even more. Cosmetics simply weren't his thing. But he remembered Jae was absolutely fascinated with them.

Mr Lee and his wife then wandered off to mingle with the rest of the guests and Vanessa stood as a group of giggling girls came over. They were gushing so loudly on how lucky she was that it grated on his nerves. Piss off please! he thought inwardly. And as if sensing the hostile message, they did.

"Ah, Mr Jung," Mrs Lee returned, dragging a young man with her.

Yunho's heart thundered and his breaths hitched.

"May I introduce the genius for tonight's array, Mr Kim JaeJoong."

Fuck.

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Jae's eyes widened in shock.

No! He shouldn't be here! Six years of trying to avoid him and praying fervently that for his promotion event in Korea, he wouldn't have to see that beautiful face... all gone to waste.

Recovering quickly, Yun was always like that, he stood up and bowed with an evil glint in his eyes," Ah, what a surprise it is to see you here Jae."

Ignore me you idiot! Still unable to speak, Jae just gave a slight nod.

The slimeball smirked.

"Oh? The both of you know each other?" asked Mrs Lee who was oblivious to the sparks flying between the both of them.

"Yes, we do," Yun answered," Jae and I were close friends in school, in fact, he stayed over at my place before."

"Really?!" exclaimed a delighted Mrs Lee," Well then, I'll leave the two of you to catch up. I have got to see more of Mr Kim's work. Toodles." And with that, she left, leaving the two of them alone.

Silence.

And Jae tried to break it.

"I-"

"Shut up and sit," growled Yun. Jae stumbled onto a chair.

That was Jae alright, when he was shocked and nervous, his elegance just dissolves into clumsiness. But his girly-good-looks made it seem so graceful. Sigh.

Yun took a sip of his wine and scrutinized Jae over the rim. He looked so much bigger and sexier. His features were more defined and his new haircut made him look like a girl. It was weird but back in school the girls drooled over him because he looked like them. Girls, go figure. "You're coming home with me tonight," he said as if it was the most natural thing in the world.

Jae gasped and shook his head,"Who the hell do you think you are?! Screw off!"

Unbendable and hair-raising rage shone through Yun's eyes at his words.

"I'm Jung Yunho and with a just a snap of my fingers, I can destroy your life and your entire career," he grated.

Jae felt his resolve bend and cowered a little. "I'm not going with you," he muttered defiantly.

"Fine! Then I'm dragging you back tonight!" shouted Yun.

He grabbed Jae's hands across the table and manhandled him out of the room, leaving many of the guests shocked and totally scandalized.

"I swear to you Jae, you're mine!"

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Like it? For all you Yunjae lovers out there. In due of the Christmas Hols, I'm kinda free and in the giving spirit. Haha, so if you guys would like a poster for your fanfic, feel free to post a comment. ;)

With love,
Claritycheck

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Chapter 3

Jae dug his his heels into the carpetted floor, stopping Yunho in his tracks. Yun turned to glare at him.

"Yun, if you make me leave like this, we'll never ever go back to how we used to be," he threatened, soft enough for Yun's ears only.

Back to how we used to be? And what the hell is that? Best friends? Yeah, right.

The rage that was sure in his eyes threw Jae off. He never expected Yun to be this mad about his leaving.

"Jae," he gritted through his teeth," I don't care about us anymore. All I know, is that I want you to come crawling back to me and staying by my side forever."

Those words caused Jae's head to spin and his heart to speed up. It sounded just like what a man would say to an old lover. Does he love..? No! He doesn't, he meant that as the best of friends. If he did, he wouldn't be treating me this way. With a heavy heart, Jae returned to reality- where everyone was still staring at the scandal that was about to occur. He looked at his ex-best-friend in the eye and pleaded,"Let me stay, please. When this is over I'll return to your place immediately. You can send someone over to pick me up."

The rage intensified. "No! You're in no position to make negotiations with me Jae. Cause from the way I see it, your career is already ruined!" he tightened his grip on Jae's hand, and continued pulling Jae out.

The bright red sports car was already at the deck and the valet opened the door for the passenger sit. Yunho shoved Jae in and slammed the door shut. He strode to the driver side but before sliding into the sit, he saluted to the gaping guests crowding at the entrance. With a mocking grin, he said,"You have a good night ya'll."

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The journey back to the mansion echoed with a deafening silence. Jae just sat looking out the window, completely ignoring him, resigned and horrified at what had just happened. Many times, Yun had wanted to reach out and wrap his arms around Jae to comfort him.

Wait.

Where the hell did that thought come from? That's normal right? Between two best friends?

Yun shook his head and cringed mentally. He was practically obsessed over the whole Jae-leaving-and-revenge thing.

"You can say it if you want to," he said softly, eyes though still focused on the road.

Jae turned and shot daggers at him. If looks could kill, Yun would be dead with a broken neck right now. "What the fuck do you want me to say?"

"Say that you're sorry dammit! Sorry for leaving me!"

Yunho pulled at the breaks at the mansion lot then opened his door and slammed it shut. Jae's door opened before he finished unbuckling his seatbelt and was immediately dragged to the stone path. Yunho trapped him by placing his hands on Jae's sides and leaned in, their lips just scant inches apart.

The both of them stared, mesmerized by the heated passion in each others eyes.

"Yun...?"

As if showered by a cold bucket of ice, Yunho pulled back.

Yun raked his fingers through his hair and muttered a curse under his breath. "Do you know how I felt when you were gone? Just like that?! Do you even understand what it was like?"

He looked so helpless and vulnerable that Jae had to will himself to look away before he actually took a step towards Yun. Yeah, he understood perfecty how it felt like. "I'm so-"

Before Jae could finish, Yun grabbed his hand and dragged him up the flight of marble stairs, up to the white and super huge mansion.

Damn, six years away and Yun had become a huge megastar. Even in the west, billboards and posters add were plastered all over the entire country. And what was he? A freaking nobody.

Trudging reluctantly, Jae followed.

It was always this way between the both of them. The chemistry and ease with each other just flowed and clicked into place. Yun would always lead impulsively, while Jae followed behind, looking out for him. The both of them were opposites yet similar at the same time. Yun was reckless, Jae was thoughtful. Yun was a seeker, Jae was a waiter. Yun dared and gloated, Jae held back and was modest. Yun was fascinated over everything that had violence, Jae shunned it. However, the both of them were equally masculine and delicious. Tall, fair-skin, boyish smile and beautifully chiselled features, the two of them made all women's fantasies come true.

There was no servants late that night, just the both of them alone in the huge mansion. It was nerve-wracking.

Yun pulled him along corridors and up stairs. Finally they stopped in front of a wooden door. He flung the door open and the both of them entered it. It was a bedroom.

"You're sleeping at my place from now onwards," he commanded like a king.

"No."

"Yes."

Jae shook his head tiredly. "I've got my own place, and I really don't want to see your face right now."

The door slammed loudly, startling Jae. Yun was removing his jacket and loosening his tie. He took a step towards Jae, but Jae took a step back. Slowly, as if preying on him, Yun closed in on Jae until he was backed up against the wall. The tie came off, then the shirt- and Jae's breath laboured. Yun placed his hands on either side of the wall, capturing Jae between his arms.

"Look at it," he demanded hoarsely," You used to love drawing my face back in school."

He dipped his head when Jae didn't. "Whats the matter? Afraid?"

Jae's head snapped up. "Never."

Yun was manipulating him, and the both of them knew it. But Jae had never backed down from a challenge.

Yun smirked and lowered his head, closing the distance between both their lips. Slowly, inch by inch, antagonizing seconds by seconds, till both their breaths mingled as one.

Then every sensitive nerve in both their bodies seared to scorching heat...

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Woo.. it's getting steamy. Updating tomorrow too, stay tune! ;)

Love,
Claritycheck

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Chapter 4

*Disclaimer: R-rated. [yeah, i know how much you guys are waiting for this ;)]

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Breathless, Jae closed the distance and laid his lips against Yun's. Though slightly startled, Yun growled deep in his throat like some animal before his kiss turned hungry, passionate.

Jae was thrilled and amazed by his reaction. He had never expected Yun to enjoy kissing him as much as he did. Yun's strong hands cupped his head as he ravished Jae's mouth as if starving for him and him alone.

Was he dreaming? Was all his sick fantasies finally portrayed in reality? Or was it just some twisted game that the fates decided to play with his heart?

"Yun..."

Jae's husky voice rolled over him in a tantalizing wave and Yun barely controlled his shudder. "Shh," he whispered," I've no idea what I'm doing Jae, I can't seem to control myself."

It was all Jae needed to hear for the beast within him to be unleashed. Violently, his hands shot out and slammed Yun against the wall. Yun leaned back, shocked, and Jae quickly took the opportunity to kiss him senseless, rubbing every inch of Yun's body with his at the same time. He was a man after all, and like every man, he had his sexual needs. Jae had acknowledged that he had fallen for Yun six years ago, but deep inside, he knew wasn't totally gay. He wouldn't sleep with another man, or even women, for all the money in the world. Only Yun was special, only Yun could make his blood boil.

"Jae.. what are you-"

Jae lightly placed his finger on Yun's swollen lips. He tilted his head and studied his best friend's exquisite features. "You wanted something from me right? I'm giving it to you now."

Because Yun had his shirt off, Jae was able to appreciate the beautiful sight. He lightly grazed the back of his fingers over Yun's stiff nipples, and Yun's head fell back. He moaned in response when Jae lightly pinched it.

"Do you like it?"

Yun closed his eyes.

Jae rolled the little bud between his two of his fingers. "Do you want more?"

Yun bit his bottom lip hard, but nodded.

Jae trailed his free hand down to Yun's bulging fly, and ever so gently, he rubbed, continuing his ministrations on Yun's upper body at the same time. "You have to say it Yun. Say that you want more, say that you want me."

Yun felt akin to falling into a whirlpool of sensations. His mind was telling him how much he should abhor what Jae was doing to him, but his body was showing just how much he loved it. He groaned loudly, hardly able to understand what Jae was saying.

"Say it Yun. All you have to do say it and this torment would end."

The pressure in his pants was a mixture of pain and pleasure. His arms snaked around Jae's neck and his head dropped to Jae's muscled chest. The fact that Jae was still fully clothed and stroking him was sinfully erotic and it caused him to harden more.

"Jae... Don't stop.. I want more, I want you..."

And Jae rewarded him by rubbing harder, grinding his whole palm against Yun's strained shaft. He was aroused already and wanted very much to plunge into Yun's body, but he wanted Yun to enjoy it first, wanted the man in his heart know the pleasures between two men.

"When you think of pleasure now, your body will only remember me," he grated, then squeezed Yun harder.

Yun's climax came so violently that his body jerked up as he threw his head back and screamed. The hoarse cry revertebrated throughout the room, defeaning, yet filled with satisfaction.

It was pure ecstacy and his knees buckled, the both of them sinking to the floor, lying on the carpet.

A smile played on Yun's lips as he finally settled from the clouds, back on earth. His body craved more but was totally sated, not to mention exhausted. His mind however, was rolling and reeling, panicking over what the both of them just did.

Then two arms slipped about his back and under his knees and easily lifted him off the ground. He gazed into Jae's eyes, needing comfort, needing him.

Jae placed Yun gently on the bed, then went to the bathroom. He returned with a wet towel.

He sat by the edge of the bed and gently dabbed on Yun's sweat-glistened face. When Yun finally caught his eyes, Jae looked away and sighed, completely lost.

"Jae-"

He stood up. "Sorry, I gotta go."

Then he threw the towel against the bedstand and fled from the room, as if Yun was some disease that needed very much to be avoided from.

And it cut, deep. Yun shot up from the bed and howled with all the raw emotions within him," Kim Jaejoong! I don't want you! Ever!"

Thats it Yun, twist that dagger in my heart. From twelve to three.

Jae slammed the door shut and crumbled to the ground, his head between his knees. That night, the hunter had become the hunted and the prey became the aggressor. He felt sick for touching Yun in such a way, felt disgusted with himself for what he did. Yep, the fates were definitely playing with him and doing a fucking good job at it.

With devastation flattening him, he stood and left the building, his balls still heavy, dick still throbbing.

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Xiah, Yunho's secretary and friend, walked into the study room as if he belonged there, then blithely chided," What the hell happened last night?"

Yunho blinked.

"Nothing."

An eyebrow arched," Oh yeah? Then what's Vanessa doing shrieking to me about your behaviour last night where you blatantly humiliated her."

"Vanessa? Who's Vanessa?"

"Jesus almighty christ! She was the freaking gorgeous lady whom every men wanted whom you brought to the gala with!"

"Oh. Her."

"Yes. Her. Any explanation you wanna offer?"

Yunho shook his head. "None, except that she was a bitch and that I think she deserves to be humiliated." He shot Xiah an innocent look, then resumed his work, looking through contracts, sifting through scripts.

Yunho was one of those rare celebrities without a manager. He wanted very much to choose and handle roles which he handpicked, allowing him to feel more comfortable with what was installed, and what was needed from him. Dancing and singing was his major forte though.

Suddenly, the door swung open with such force that its hinges squeaked and a murderous Jae stood there, fuming. "JUNG YUNHO! I'M GOING TO KILL YOU WITH MY BARE HANDS! YOU FUCKING RUINED ME!"

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Muahaha, I know you guys have been waiting for this sexy chapter. But alas, whats Jaejoong angry about? And whats Yunho's next step? Read on guys!

Love,
ClarityCheck

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Chapter 5

Xiah definitely knew why.

Earlier at six am today, he had received an irritating phonecall from Yunho. He was asleep and the moment he answered, Yunho gave a menacing order.

"I want all of Kim Jaejoong's contract deals cancelled, and his products held back. Make sure he can't sell and that no more offers are given to him."

So now, here comes the victim.

Yunho merely blinked, his face still plastered with that innocent expression.

And Jaejoong walked out, just like that. But he had to admit, Jae was pretty hot for a guy. Unconciously, Xiah had raked his gaze up and down Jae's length. One word: HOT!

Of course, Yunho noticed it and immediately fired him.

The next day, the same thing happened.

At six in the morning, the phone call came.

"Xiah, you're hired again. This time, I want him out of his hotel room. I'll pay any amount of money. Make sure he's got no place to lodge. Call all his friends and family and tell them that if they even dare to allow him to take one step into their homes, it's instantly mine."

Then at one, in comes the fuming Jaejoong with his hands fisted. Not screaming his lungs out, he walked up to Yunho and slapped him hard. The impact caused Yunho's head to snap to the side and soon, the red imprint of Jaejoong's hand was visible.

But Jaejoong still left, despite having nowhere to go. Yunho just sat at his desk and watched him leave.

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A week passed, but Jae didn't come back.

Then two, and Yun was getting incredibly worried. Where could Jae have gone, now that everything he owned belonged to him. Did something happen to him? And what was this feeling that was eating his insides up till he could hardly breathe.

Sometimes it just struck him in the middle of night, this hungry desire to possess and dominate Jae as his, this increasing want for Jae to turn to him and him only, like the way they used to.

Back when they were young, Jae was always the introverted one, keeping things to himself, being hesitant to reveal his feelings. The only person he ever confided his secrets to was Yun and that knowledge was heart-warming. It showed how special he was to Jae. He marvelled at their relationship and even up till now, he couldn't comprehend the reasons for why Jae had to leave. Not to mention, he couldn't comprehend what had happened that night. It was wrong, so fucking wrong, but he knew that if he could do it all over again, he would.

He slumped in his chair and placed his arm over his eyes, shutting the light out. Thoughts and memories of the both of them surfaced instantly. He remembered back in High School, the both of them fell in love with the same girl. Girls always drifted to Yun because of his outgoing personality. But she was different, she was infactuated with Jae instead. Yet Jae had rejected her, apologizing and feeling sorry for the three of them.

"Why did you reject her?" he had asked, dumb beyond reason.

"Because you love her," came his answer, which at that point of time wasn't even a real answer.

"You love her too!" Yun exclaimed.

Jae just smiled.

And now, after ten years. He knew why Jae had rejected that sweet little girl the both of them had crushed on: because Jae loved him more.

"Yunho ah..."

The cry was weak and helpless. It was the tone and voice that Jae had always used when he needed help from him. Though it was rarely heard cause in fact, it was always the trouble-maker Jung Yunho asking Kim Jaejoong for help.

"Yunho ah..." came the voice again. Damn, he had to be dreaming.

Wait, he wasn't. It was real.

Yun brought his arm down and opened his eyes.

Jae was leaning against the door frame, weak and pale beyond belief. His eyes were red, lips dry, and cheeks sunken in, shit, he was starving! Rushing to his side, Yun lifted him, and carried him to his room.

"Amy! I need food and water in my room immediately!" Yun shouted to the housekeeper.

He felt Jae's lifeless body in his arms and his heart started sobbing. He should be happy, shouldn't he? Jae had came back! No, he wasn't, in fact, he was sorry and scared to death. What had he done?

He went up the steps in two at a time then proceeded to his bedroom. Once he kicked the door open, he gently laid Jae on his king-sized bed.

Amy then came in with the food and water and placed them on the bedside table. She gasped upon seeing Jae but quickly composed herself. "I'll go get some towels," she said diligently.

Yun placed his hand against Jae's forehead. Cool. Good, he had no fever. He then took the bottle of water Amy had brought, inserted a straw and held the nozzle to Jae's slightly parted lips.

"Jae, drink this, but take sips only."

Tentatively, Jae raised his head to the straw and sipped. Yun supported Jae's neck by placing his arm under his head. When Jae had swallowed a few sips, Yun set the water back down and proceeded to strip Jae from all his mud-stained clothes.

Plump little old Amy came back with some towels and a bowl of warm water. Thank god, cause right now, he couldn't even think straight.

When Jae was completely nude, Yun threw the dirty clothings to Amy. "Get rid of these, and bring some of my clothes," he ordered.

He tucked the covers up to Jae's waist for modesty's sake, and proceeded to wash him. He dipped a towel into the water, twisted it dry, then proceeded to wipe all the grime from Jae's dirty face.

Upon first contact with the wet towel, Jae flinched.

Yun cringed inwardly. "Just go to sleep Jae, I'll take care of you."

Yeah, he definitely would, cause he was the one who caused Jae to be like this. So pale, so weak, so hungry, so tired. He was an asshole alright.

Jae rolled his head to face Yun and nodded. His eyes empty and inscrutible, unable to read. Then slowly, his lids closed, dosing off into a deep slumber.

"Mr Jung, here are the clothes. The doctor is on his way here," said Amy, handing the clean clothes over to her employer.

"Thank you Amy, I don't know how I would've managed without you."

She patted his shoulder in a motherly manner." You would've managed just fine," she whispered, then left the room, resuming her duties.

Yun continued washing Jae, wiping his cheeks, his jaw, his neck. Sometimes his fingers would touch Jae's skin and an electric current would run through his arm. He liked touching Jae, after all, Jae did have an awesome body. Hard, strong, smooth, graceful, yet soft and feminine at the same time. Yun's hand drifted down to Jae's chest. Jae's muscled planes were beautiful with the pecs clearly visible below. Dang, for a make-up artist it was obvious that Jae worked out regularly, and it had better not be fucking his clients.

Dragging the cloth across Jae's belly, Yun's breathing quickened. His chest rose up and down rhythmically. He was hyperventilating. Very soon, he would have to wash Jae's lower regions.

It was a heady rush and Yun was actually liking the thought of it. Damn he was sick.

Just as he was about to lift the blanket, there was a knock on the door.

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Cliffhanger again! Hope you guys liked this new chapter! And i'm so sorry for not posting it up yesterday, was pretty busy. ;)

Loving you all,
Claritycheck

P.S comments are sincerely appreciated.

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Chapter 6

Irritated that he had to stop what he was doing, Yun got up and opened the door, and practically barked at the doctor to come in.

As if having all the time in the world, the doctor walked languidly to the nearest table, placed his suitcase there, opened his bag, put on his gloves and then finally took out the stethoscope. Then at an increasingly slow pace, he walked over to Jae, bent and stroked his forehead, measured his pulse then pressed the scope head on Jae's chest.

Silence ringed throughout the room as the doctor listened attentively while Yun waited eagerly. After awhile, the doctor straightened and said," He's perfectly fine, just weak and exhausted. Let him take some soup for a day before giving him solid food."

Yun thanked him and walked the doctor to the door.

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A few hours later, after Jae was washed and changed, his lids finally opened. Yun who had been sitting beside the bed all the while, sighed in relief and asked," How are you feeling?"

Taking a moment to scan his surroundings and recollect what had happened, Jae tried to sit up. "Fine. Can I have some water?"

There was tension in his words and Yun's overwhelming sense of guilt made him comply earnestly. Taking the bottle with the straw, he handed it over to Jae.

"I'll get Amy to bring you some soup."

Jae gave a slight nod, then returned the water to Yun who looked exhausted. His hair was so rumpled that it seemed as if he had raked his hands through them countless of times.

"Why did you do that?" Jae questioned angrily.

"Because I could."

"Was it because of that night?"

The night where he, Jung Yunho, discovered the most pleasurable experience with a male instead of the thousands of female he had been with? "Heck no."

"Then why?"

"Because I want you to come back to me and to understand that you're mine in all ways. Body, mind and soul."

"Do you even understand what you're saying? Listen to yourself!" Jae exlaimed, panic settling in- because the words that Yun was saying were sinking into his heart.

"Yes I do. I'm not the guy that you left six years ago. And the only person I want more than anything else in the world is you," Yun replied determinedly.

Jae gasped. "Are you gay?"

Yun shrugged. He seriously had no idea, but he guessed he was since he couldn't stop thinking about fucking Jae everyday since two weeks ago. "Do you want me to be?"

Yes! Very much!

Amy entered the room with the soup to prevent Jae from answering. Thank you Amy! Part of him was glad that he need not answer, yet the other part was disappointed. He very much wanted to tell Yun how much he loved him, how much it pained him to be seperated for six years. He knew that society would never permit the both of them together, furthermore, Yun was a mulit-billionaire where majority of his fans were female. Imagine what would happen should they ever find out Yun's best friend was gay- or practically in love with him.

"Is there anything else you require Mr Kim?" Amy enquired politely.

Jae gave a weak smile and shook his head. "No thank you."

Amy bowed then left.

Yun took the bowl and seated himself at the edge of the bed. He scooped a spoonful of chicken broth, blew lightly, then held it out to Jae.

But Jae gave no indication to be a compliant patient. In fact, he kept his lips tightly pursed and turned away from Yun.

"I can hear your stomach growling, so stop being so stubborn," Yun reprimanded.

Jae shot his head back and glared murderously at Yun. "Why the hell should I accept anything from you when you're the culprit who took everything away from me!"

Yun took a deep breath, anger and guilt returning in full force," Because I'm all that you have left."

It was the worst thing Yun could have said. Jae had nothing now, absolutely nothing. The son of a bitch sitting beside him had done all those vile deeds that made him homeless, penniless and friendless. Fine! If Yun wanted to play games, he would too! He would act all compliant and helpless and when the time came, he would leave Yun once again!

Jae closed his mouth around the spoon, accepting Yun's nursing. He softened his gaze when the hot liquid seeped down his throat, pure heaven. He hadn't had much to survive on and three days without food was enough to make him appreciate every single detail now.

Another spoonful of soup followed the first one and Jae hurriedly slurped it down. He was famished and wanted some meat.

As if reading his mind, Yun said,"No, you can't. Maybe tomorrow but for now you can only consume something soft."

"Fine."

"I'll tell the chef to cook your favourite for tomorrow. I'm sorry Jae, I didn't mean for things to go this far."

But it did. Instead, Jae answered," It's alright."

So that was the way the both of them acted for the entire day, cordially polite and never broached any touchy subject.

Tomorrow, was a whole other story...

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Chapter 7

Disclaimer: R-rated. Watch out peeps!

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"I'm sleeping here, it's final," Yun declared, starting to undress himself.

"Hell no, I need the space."

"It's my bed so I'm going to sleep there," Yun replied harshly, flipping the covers and slipping into the bed, NUDE!

"I'm still too weak," Jae whispered.

"Relax, I'm not going to do anything tonight."

Jae's erratic breathing grew even more hectic and his own arousal fired to life. Yun was a splendid sight without a stitch of clothing and with his body pressed so close, not to mention in the same bed as him, Jae's heart rate went off the charts.

Jae turned his back to Yun to hide his semi-hard shaft, still fully clothed, his groin starting to hurt. Then a moment later, he felt Yun's arms wrapped around his waist. Back to chest, Yun's body was spooning him, protecting him.

Yun hugged him so tightly such that he could feel Yun's breath on his neck, and his erection at his ass. There wasn't a single gap between their bodies.

Uncomfortable, Jae started to squirm in Yun's arms.

Yun groaned.

This was going to be a long, long night.

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Yun didn't sleep a wink for the entire night. It started to become torturous when Jae turned to snuggle closer to him in the middle of the night. Deep in sleep, he had rubbed his face against Yun's chest, then casually draped an arm near Yun's naked erection, blissfully unaware how Yun's body was reacting.

Jae mumbled something inaudible, then rubbed his hand up and down Yun's chest before settling down again.

Yun couldn't take it back anymore. The need and hunger to touch Jae was just too overpowering. He gently rolled Jae onto his back, then leaned on his elbows sideways, watching Jae.

Jae was fully clothed, again, as opposed to Yun's totally unclothed one. Mesmerized by Jae's beautiful sleeping face, Yun reached out and lightly ran the pads of his thumbs over Jae's full bottom lip.

Even in sleep, Jae instinctly responded. It was as if his body was attuned to Yun's. His tongue dipped out to lightly lick Yun's finger.

Assuming that Jae was awake already, Yun lowered his head to kiss the sleeping beauty. He moaned at Jae's exotic taste and unleashed all his pent up sexual frustration into the kiss. Hungry and desperate, he cupped Jae's face with a hand, then with the other, he palmed Jae's erection.

Jae's eyelids instantly shot opened. The immediate exquisite sensation of Yun's lips made him even harder. Succumbing to the sensual onslaught, Jae closed his eyes and wrapped his arms arounds Yun's neck.

"Open your mouth for me," Yun rasped.

When Jae parted his lips for breath, Yun instantly resumed his kisses, his tongue plunging into Jae's sweetness. It was hot and wet and their tongues battled for domination. The both of them were men after all and men always liked to be victor.

Lowering his lips to Jae's neck, Yun started to unbutton Jae's shirt.

By this point of time, Yun was already straddling Jae. Unconciously, Jae's hips start undulating against' Yun's, sending the both of them in a spiralling case of ecstacy.

Clasping Jae's hips, Yun whispered," Na uh, it's my turn now."

With his lips, Yun started to rain kisses around Jae's chests. First around his shoulders, then his abs, then around his nipples, but never quite touching them.

"Yun... stop teasing me!" Jae cried, his hands raking Yun's back.

Yun smirked.

He hovered over Jae's nipples, not quite touching, dragging the anticipation to greater heights.

"Yun..."

Looking into Jae's eyes, Yun finally flicked his tongue over Jae's stiff nub. Jae closed his eyes from the excruciating pleasure and grasped Yun's head, never wanting him to stop.

Yun enclosed entire mouth around Jae's stiff nipple and sucked, hard.

Jae threw his head back and cried out as an orgasm washed over his body.

Oh my god! He had came just like that, and Yun hadn't even removed his pants!

But Yun wasn't finished. He leaned back, and in one swift move, pulled the loose pants off Jae's lower body.

Jae was never shy about his body, but now he was- cause Yun was the first man to look at him.

"Gosh Jae, you're so beautiful," Yun gasped in awe.

His intense gaze travelled down Jae's body, then fixed on his standing shaft. The both of them were naked now, with the covers off, the both of them appraised each other with their eyes.

"Jae, turn over."

He did.

Hoping to take things slow, Yun leaned down and kissed Jae's alluring back. His skin was smooth and glistening in sweat, absolutely intoxicating.

He leaned all of his weight on an arm on the bed, cacooned around Jae, then with his other free hand, he thrust a finger into Jae's supple body.

"Aah!" Jae cried, whether in pain or in pleasure, Yun didn't know.

"Did I hurt you?"

Jae shook his head, "No, you didn't. Please don't stop Yun."

Jae turned his head back to look into Yun's eyes and for that special moment, he felt... loved. Yun gave a small smile and kissed him, thrusting a second finger into his body.

They were going to do it. Jae knew it, had dreamed of it for years, but part of him was afraid too. What if Yun regretted it in the end? What if Yun would become disgusted with him?

"Shh..." Yun crooned, instantly comforting," Don't think about anything but this, but us, but now."

Jae jerked his head when another round of sexual pleasure overwhelmed him as Yun spread his fingers, preparing him.

"Jae... I can't take it anymore..." Yun gritted.

He removed his fingers and positioned his member against Jae's body, then plunged in, deep.

The both of them screamed. It was unlike anything they had ever experienced. Not only were their bodies linked, but so were their soul and heart and Yun never wanted it to end.

He withdrew, till almost the tip was almost out, then thrust in again, harder, deeper. Unable to leash the monster within him anymore, he started to pound against Jae, with concentrated, hard strokes. He couldn't slow down. Jae's body was wrapping around his shaft like a warm glove- tight and silky soft.

"Oh god... Yun!" Jae cried, I love you so much!

But the last few words could only be uttered in his heart, never released into Yun's ears.

When Yun wrapped his hands around Jae's shaft, the both of them orgasmed. Yun hurriedly withdrew and spilled himself on the bedsheet, utterly spent.

The both of them were still breathing hard when Jae wrapped his arms around Yun, cuddling him.

"Yun, I'm still going to leave you one day, I'm sorry," he thought to himself as he closed his eyes and drifted off to sleep.

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Hope you liked it, Yun and Jae are no longer gay virgins. Haha! Alright peeps, Merry Christmas to you!

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Chapter 8

Yunho cancelled all his plans for the next few days to spend time with his new lover, Jae.

"Why'd you do that?" Jae asked as he stuffed a sausage into his mouth. It had been a really long time since he had eaten a good, warm meal.

"Cause you and I have got stuff to do. You need clothes, essentials, and the both of us are invited to attend some Fashion show which I know you absolutely love," Yun replied, his eyes scanning the newspaper.

The both of them were at the dining room having their breakfasts. It was a vast cosy room with modern metallic black chairs and a glass table- very Yunho.

Jae knew that he had to play along, he had to pretend that he was glad spending time with Yun. However, Yun was so thoughtful that seemed to want Jae to be so comfortable that it was getting more difficult to pretend, because he really was happy with Yun.

Things between the both of them was murky to begin with. Neither wanted to talk about their relationship and about their feelings, so there was always this current between the both of them, just waiting to erupt.

"I'm done. I'll go change into one of your clothings."

Jae pushed the plate away and stood up, heading up to Yun's room.

"Alright, the car's outside, I'll meet you there."

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Jae gasped when he saw the car. It was a beautiful red Porshe that he had always wanted for himself. Yun was smirking when he saw Jae's expression, he knew what Jae was thinking.

"Do you like it?"

Jae glared. "You know I do."

"Then it's yours."

Jae's jaw dropped. "Just like that? It's mine? IT'S REALLY MINE?"

Yun nodded and handed the keys to Jae. Without a second thought, Jae immediately flung himself on Yun and wrapped his arms around him, "Yun! Thank you so much!"

If Jae had been a girl, the scene would have looked innocent, sweet and romantic. Nevertheless, Yun still returned the hug, content to see Jae's ecstatic expression.

Jae suddenly pulled away and rushed to the left door. "I'll drive," he said then hurriedly slid into the car, too excited to notice Yun's agonized expression.

Yun cursed under his breath as he got into the car. Just from Jae's smile caused his body to instantly harden and tense. He was definitely a goner. Jae had him wrapped around his little finger, thank god he didn't know it yet.

"So where are we going?"

"The Mall. Where else can we go?"

Jae had already driven off the mansion properties and was apparently enjoying himself immensely. He kept caressing the wheel and looking in awe at the car.

Yun desperately hoped Jae would look at him like that, not to mention touch him like that- as if he was the only one in the world that he loved.

Yun coughed into his hand to shake his thoughts off. "There's so many malls in Seoul Jae."

There was a red light and Jae took this time to turn to Yun and gave him a peck on his lips. "Thanks for the car once again, and we're heading to Sim Bo Mall. You know, the one we love."

"You're welcome," Yun replied, his voice deep and husky. He then crossed his legs to hide his growing bulge and looked out the window.

When they had parked the car at the mall, Yun grabbed Jae's hands and started walking towards one of the most expensive stores, it was called "Le Mac". (Whatever, stupid name)

Jae very much wanted to pull his hands away. Yun's hands were so warm, gentle and encompassing. In fact, Jae had always wanted to hold Yun's hands so much and now that it was happening, maybe just awhile more wouldn't hurt.

An absolutely gorgeous sales assitant sauntered up to Yun and gave a sultry smile. "Hi, how may I help you?"

Bitch! She was sending out hormonal signals to Yun!

Yun practically shoved Jae in her face, obviously uninterested. "He needs clothes, from everyday to formal."

Yun scoffed as the woman gaped at Jae. Jae was so good-looking that it rendered people speechless and with the both of them together, it's always a wonder that people swoon. As if he would choose her over Jae.

"Please follow me sir," the sales woman indicated to Jae.

Yun could see Jae shooting daggers at the woman, so blatantly jealous and he felt immensely pleased at that.

"Yun..." Jae called," How many sets of clothings should I get?"

"As many as you want," Yun replied arrogantly, sitting himself down on the sofa set just outside of the dressing room. "I'm paying for them so put on a good show for me."

Jae was ushered inside the changing rooms with piles of clothings in his hands. The sales assistants, who were mostly females, were giggling away, excited to see the gorgeous male dressed in different clothings too. And that definitely didn't feel right with Yun.

He snapped his fingers like the king of the world and the manager instantly appeared beside him. "I want the shop closed for the next three hours. All of you can take a break."

"But-"

"Three hours spent with me will definitely be more than you'll ever earn the on an entire average day. So here's my card and I want all of you to get out of the shop. NOW."

The manager nodded and sighed. "We'll take payment after you've decided on what you want to purchase," he explained, then motioned for everyone to leave the shop.

Jae came out just as everyone was leaving. He was wearing a black tank top with dark blue jeans which hugged his legs loosely. The entire ensemble was clean, simple but expensive yet it was the sexiest thing Yun had ever seen.

"Where's everyone going?" Jae asked, standing in front of the mirror and turning about, much like a woman.

"Out, gave them a break. You can take all the time you need."

Jae held his arms out and turned to Yun, away from the mirror. "So? What do you think?"

Helluyah sexy.

Jae noticed the moment the feral look in Yun's eyes returned. It made him feel so exhilirated that he could make Yun feel this way.

"Jae, you know that I prefer you without any clothes on," came the smooth, deep reply.

That was a wicked compliment.

He gulped, his heart beating rapidly. His eyes had turned darker in anticipation, just waiting for Yun to pounce. "Yeah, I know."

But Yun just sat there with his arms spread out over the holster, his right leg on his left knee. It was the posture of an arrogant man who knew he was hot.

"Just change out here, since there nobody else but me. Besides, it's not as if I haven't taken a good look at you."

Jae didn't want to change out here, but he was curious enough to know what Yun would do if he really did. With extremely slow and precise movements, he slid the tank top off over his head, and hooked it with a finger, then dropped it on the floor.

Yun started clenching his fists against the arm rest.

He unbuttoned his pants, and carefully slid the zipper down.

Yun swallowed and his knuckles grew white, from gripping the wood too hard.

"You sure you can handle this Yun?"

It was a dare that Jae arrogantly proclaimed with a tilt of his head. He was playing fire with fire.

Yun opened his mouth to say something, but nothing came out. He was freaking speechless. All he could do was jerk his head.

"Alright then, you asked for it."

And Jae dropped the jeans...

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Chapter 9

Yun shot out from the chair and pulled Jae towards him for a deep, searing kiss. "It's so unfair Jae," he rasped," I lose complete control of myself when I'm with you."

Jae completely understood what he was talking about. Even his own body was a complete traitor to Yun's passionate kisses when his mind was always telling him to back away. Yun started to palm his erection through his underpants but Jae grabbed his wrists to stop him.

"Wait. Yun.. not here"

It took all of Yun's willpower to pull away. He gave a bewildered look as Jae started picking up the fallen pieces of clothings. "Why?"

"Just.. not here."

"Fuck. Just get every set clothing you want, we're leaving."

Yun's vulgarity fueled Jae's anger. Why couldn't Yun understand anything? Imagine how demeaning it was to be fucked in public like a raunchy teen, it would be humiliating if anyone were to see them. Despite Jae coming to terms with the sexuality, that he was gay, he wasn't that open yet! He shoved his legs into his jeans, shrugged a shirt on, then grab the clothes and headed towards the conter where Yun was waiting.

"What the fuck is your problem?" Jae shouted from the back of the room. He dumped the clothings on the counter and impatiently drummed his fingers on the glass table. The sales personels were folding the clothings and watching both the beautiful men at the same time.

Yun took out his card and handed it to the manager who was tabulating the costs. Fed up too, he howled to Jae," My problem was your leaving six years ago and up to now, no apologies or explanation. So that's my fucking problem!"

"You just had to ask me! Instead, you made me lose my job, I'm homeless, and now, I've got freaking nothing in the world! All thanks to you Jung Yunho! You know what? You're the most selfish bastard I have ever met and I'm so sorry that I even had you for a friend!"

With that, Jae stormed out of the shop back into the streets towards his car.

Myriads of emotions played across Yun's face the impact of what Jae said sank into him. Yeah, he was one of the most selfish bastards the world had ever met. Without even taking the wrapped clothes, Yun chased after Jae.

Jae was bristling as he crossed the road. Bloody Yun, he ruined what could've been a really nice day.

Just then, a horn sounded, snapping Jae out of his reverie. When he looked up, he realised that he was standing in the middle of the road, and a truck was heading towards him at rapid speed. He couldn't move, couldn't react, he just stood grounded there, totally unable to react.

He saw Yun running towards him, shouting, but Jae was unable to comprehend the words he was saying.

A second horn. The truck was getting closer and so was Yun.

Before the hurtful impact of the truck hurdled into him, Jae was pushed away from it's direct hit and landed on the concrete pavement, slightly bruised but still in one piece.

The people who witnessed the scene started to scream- and Jae composed himself again.

"Yun!"

He quickly stood up and turned to the truck. Right there, lying limply in a pool of blood, laid Yun in an awkward position.

"Oh my god, Yun!" Jae cried, running towards his lover. "Somebody, please call an ambulance!"

He knelt beside Yun's crumpled body and gently picked him up to lay his head on his knee. Tears streamed down his cheek profusely as he lightly swept Yun's fringe away from his eyes.

"Why... Yun? Why?" he gurgled, choking on his tears.

Yun's eyes flickered open, slowly and a smile crept onto his face. A painful cry escaped from his lips just from that act alone.

"Jae," he whispered.

The tears fell onto Yun's cheeks and Jae held onto Yun's hand. "Just hold on to me Yun, don't let go, the ambulance is on its way."

"I-"

"Oh Yun! How could you be so stupid?! Why did you do that?!" Jae sobbed, panic ebbing its way so much further down his guts.

Yun's grinned widened slightly.

"Because I love you..."

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Hey guys. Sorry but it's gotta be a short chapter this time round. I'm sorry to say this but I won't be free for the next three days and as you can see.. this story's coming to a close soon. >.< Lol! But hope you stay in tune for it.

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Chapter 10

Then Yun's body went limp in Jae's arms. The energy of soul just left him completely and Jae could feel his life seeping away slowly.

"No, Yun!" he screamed," Hang on, the medics are here!"

And everything was a blank after that. Jae had passed out.

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"Yun... are you feeling better?" Jae enquired, placing the bouquet of flowers on the bedside table.

Upon awaking in a hospital, Yun had immediately ordered a transfer to his home where it was more private. Apparently, the accident had already garnered the attention of the papparazzi such that it was a nuisance to all the patients there.

The doctor said that Yunho was well enough to leave as his injuries were surface wounds with just his right arm broken. Other than that, there was nothing wrong with him and was in fact, recovering at a really fast pace.

"Yes, so stop worrying," replied an annoyed Yun.

Ever since the accident, Jae had been treating him with respect and the words between them were extremely polite. He had gone on and mothered Yun so much that he felt smothered. No more was there the Jae who defied him so much, now came this meek and compliant little servant.

Yun knew that it was mainly because of guilt, nevertheless, he didn't want Jae to be this way. He wanted to be the one to tease, mock, protect and love him. Oh, the love part, they had yet to address the issue as the idiotic Jae had to go and pass out when he fucking declared his heart out to him.

"Are you sure? Do you need some water? Some food?"

"Yes, I'm really sure," Yun patted the edge of the bed for Jae to sit. "Jae, do you remember everything during the accident?"

Jae nibbled his bottom lip. "I... I'm not sure. I do remember bits of pieces though."

Oh great, only bits and pieces. Do you remember the most important part? "Do you remember anything I said?"

Jae shook his head. "No."

FREAKITY FUCKING HELL! HE DIDN'T BLOODY REMEMBER IT! And now, Yun was too afraid to say it all again, too afraid that Jae would reject him this time.

"Why? Did you say something really important?"

This conversation was getting weird, Jae was supposed to be one interrogating the injured, not the other way around.

"Yes. I did."

Jae's mind span furiously as he clinged on the last ray of hope. This was it. This was where Yun said that he wanted him out of his life. Well what did he expect, Jae was the one who caused him to almost lose his life. He was a freaking murderer.

He held up his hand to stop Yun from carrying on.

"Wait. Yun..."

Jae flung himself onto Yun and wrapped his arms tightly around him. "I know you hate me, I know you want me gone. But... I'm so sorry. I didn't mean for you to get hurt. I love you so much, since six years ago. I had to leave because I couldn't take your rejection."

"Thats... Thats why you had to leave?" Yun stuttered. "Cause you were in love with me?"

Jae nodded and hugged him tighter. It was the one last hug.

He tried to pull back after awhile, but Yun's hands suddenly embraced him back, locking him in. "Silly Jae... Why on earth would I want you to leave? You're finally making me the happiest man on earth! I love you so much you know that? I left everything to you, if I died you would have all these, money, fame and mega-mansion the size of Arizona."

"You love me? But.. when? How?" It was Jae's turn to sputter.

"Since we were young I think. I took your departure really badly and even back then, I had carnal thoughts about you."

Delighted, Jae kissed Yun a deep, searing, passionate kiss. He needed Yun more than anything else in the world. The accident had made it easier for him to see that without Yun, he would be living in misery. Yun's tongue slipped into Jae's mouth, hungry and demanding. He was savouring each perfect taste of Jae as much as he could.

Jae suddenly shot back. "Wait... the media... your fans?"

"The society's open now. Gays are actually fast becoming a trend. Plus, I don't give a damn, I'm already rich enough as it is."

"What about babies? And a family? Do you want one?"

Yun smiled and tenderly stroked the back of his knuckles down Jae's cheeks to his chest. "Only if you want them. We can always adopt. I'm sure it's okay."

Jae smiled back. His dreams had officially came true...

And the both of them lived in perfect harmony for the rest of their lives.

Neh... as if! Yun started the bullying all over again, and Jae started to fight back once again. But of course, they always ended up in a sexual frenzy. They didn't have any children, but even till old, the love for each other didn't ebb.

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With that, I bring the end of my story, Forbidden Desire. I won't create a new one for now but I'll definitely pop by some fics and comment. ;)

Thank you for supporting me once again and I'm sorry there's no Rated scene. >.< Lol! But I love you all.

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