I scrolled through a few more comments then exited the Instagram app. "You seem troubled." I looked to my left and saw Hyungseo doing something on his phone. "How can you tell?" He put his phone down then pointed at me. "Your posture, tone of voice, and your eyes." "That's not creepy at all." He shrugged then handed me a snack. "So, tell me what's bothering you."

"It's Kim." "Oh, that guy from a year ago? What about him?" "I want to see him. I thought maybe it was Sunwoo...but he said he hadn't met me until the day we were to record together." I felt a hand on my shoulder then heard Kevin move closer. "Maybe you aren't meant to meet him again. Maybe he was just a guardian angel." "If he is, then why isn't he protecting me from these antis?" Kevin looked defeated and I immediately felt bad. "I'm sorry. I'm just stressed and worried. I want this song to reach out to him and bring him back to me." "Why?"

I couldn't answer him. I wouldn't even if I did have an answer. "I get it. You fell in love didn't you?" "What? No!" Kevin shook his head then cupped my face. "First stage: Denial" I moved his hands off my face then heard the door open. "He's here." I immediately stood up and ran over to Hyunjoon. "Woah! It's only been a week." "A week too long. It's boring without you." "Hey! I heard that!" We both laughed as Kevin pouted. "Thank you, Mr. Yeo." "As always." I sat back down and Hyunjoon pulled a chair over. "What did I interrupt?" "An interrogation that was going well until you showed up."

I sighed as Hyungseo and Hyunjoon assaulted me with questions I either didn't know or didn't want to answer. "Well, one thing is clear, Jae seems to smile whenever he thinks of him." "That's true. Sometimes when he sings, a smile randomly starts forming." "Can you two knock it off? Just let me be. Go. Get out." I watched them leave then put my head in my hands. They weren't wrong, but the last thing I need is them accidentally letting it slip to others. I never stopped thinking about Kim, about how he helped someone he didn't know, about how he risked his life to help save mine.

I planned to go on vacation after the release of my album and hopefully erase this memory of Kim. It wouldn't be easy, but I'd have 4 of the best people by my side, including Mr. Yeo. I heard the door creak slightly then noticed Hyunjoon was poking his head inside. "You can come back in." They quietly entered and the silence had now become deafening. "Do you both want to come on vacation with me?" "When?" "Next month, a week after the new album comes out." "Sign me up." "Sure." It made me happy that I could have such reliable friends.

I listened to the song over and over as I wanted to make sure it was perfect, in which it already was. "Youngjae, I'll be in the other room. And you know where Mr. Do is." I nodded then went back to the song. "Kim..." I shook my head then closed my laptop. I put it off to the side then lied down in my bed and got comfortable. I hoped that the song would reach his ears or that this vacation would dissolve the vague memories I have left.

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