Jimin's POV

Since I have Seokjin, I got plenty of information about my aegi, Jungkookie. We're now attending the same university thanks to Seokjin.

He's twenty years old and we are in the same year level, we're both Sophomore in this university. Jeon Jungkook birth date is September 1st 1997 and it's a shame that I'm two years older than him but he's taller than me.

He lives alone, because he hates Seokjin— that's what Seokjin told me.

The most important thing, he is single. Seokjin didn't said anything about his past relationship and I didn't dare to ask him about it. But Hobi told me before his relationship in the past ended pretty bad. I am so curious but didn't dare to ask why. Also it's a sensitive topic and I respect his privacy even though I've been stalking him for about two years now.

I stalked Jungkook, almost every day and I'm so happy that he isn't the type of person to give a shit around his surroundings. For the past two years of stalking and observing him from afar I realized something. He likes being alone. He's more a listener type because he don't talk too often.

"Park Jimin."

Speaking of him. He is in the corner of the library reading and take note: The book is thick and I shake my head from side to side, it's making me dizzy just by looking at his book.

Then I looked up at his handsome face again, for the past two years he changed so much, he is more mature now.

Speaking of how I felt toward him,

Honestly it was so hard to resist him; I'm denying it at first that it was just a simple crush, but actually I've fallen for him right after I saw him. I don't believe in love at first sight but that's exactly what happened to me two years ago and I know it's cheesy but yeah.

His brother, Seokjin eventually find out that I have feelings for Jungkook. I think it's pretty obvious. It's my first day of work when I started throwing him a lot of question about his brother. I'm lucky Seokjin answered all my questions without saying anything.

But surprisingly last week he questioned my feelings toward his dongsaeng, so I have no choice but to voice out my true feelings for Jungkook.

I shared what I feel for Jungkook for the first time, Hobi is my bestfriend but he doesn't know a single thing.

I don't want to hide it, I wanted to share too, but he warned me about my attraction in the first place so I have no choice but to keep it as a secret, anyway he is so weird, and I think it's because he has no love life. Ha-ha.

"You're whipped and stupid at the same time, Park Jimin." I glared at Bambam when I realized he is standing beside me.

"Hi, Bambam." I said uninterested, waving  at him before looking back at Jungkook. He's walking toward the bookshelf to return the book.

"It's good that you're finally giving me attention, just so you know I've been standing for about 10 minutes now." I snorted, "Just confess already Jimin, stalking him won't get you anywhere. It's just making you look, stupid." I shifted my gaze and I glared at him.

"Bambam, you know what? You're stupid too." Bambam rolled his eyes,  "I will not going to confess, it's not gonna happen, ever." I added, eyes following Jungkook again.

"Why not? I told you stalking him won't get you anywhere." I sighed, as I looked at Jungkook, who is now walking away probably going back to his next class.

"I have no chance." I whispered, an I heard him scoffed.

"You have no chance? You're talking nonsense, you didn't even confess how could you say that? Just try Jimin, even if he reject you at least you tried." I stick my tongue out, trying to irritate him, Bambam groans.

"It's just a matter of acceptance Bambam and I already accept that what I have right now is just one sided love." I said in a matter of fact.

"That's why I am telling you to confess to end this one sided thing!" I scoffed.

"If ever he reject you, it will going to end your one sided love for him, you will stop hoping, you will stop liking him because you'll going to move on from him." I shook my head.

"I am not hoping to be with him, never." I lied.

"Huh, keep on denying it. I'm just giving you an advice, Min." I sighed in defeat,

"Bambam I don't need your advice." Bambam gave me a soft smile.

"I'm just concern since we're friends." He muttered.

"Thanks for your concern Bambam." I said.

"Let's hang out later." But instead of answering I just smiled at him.

"No?" He pouted.

"I can't. I still have a work later then I need to go home as soon as I've done with my work later. I'm practically living alone cause Hobi is not here." I said and I can sense that he is disappointed with my answer.

"Next time, I will." He flashes me a smile and he nodded.

***

Jungkook and I have a thing in common, I like being alone too. I'm sitting at my usual spot in the garden of our school. It's my favorite place— for a reason.

I am munching my food while looking around. He should be walking outside now, I wonder what taking him so long.

I spot Jungkook walking outside his class. Then someone aproach him, It's Yugyeom. Yugyeom is the closest to him since he's the only one friend that I've always seen with Jungkook.

I sighed heavily.

I am inlove.

Sadly, it's only one-sided, unrequited love. I'm whipped and stupid at the same time, Bambam is right. Bambam figure out that I have a special feelings for Jeon Jungkook last year. Am I too obvious?

I thought at first it was so easy to be part of Jungkook's life, I thought I could see him more often when I start working in the Shop but no, I was wrong, because he rarely go to the shop. Seokjin told me that the last time he visited the Shop was when I first came to Seoul.

Whenever Seokjin throw a party, like an occasion for our Shop's anniversary, Jungkook never attends it. Seokjin told me that Jungkook usually just sends him some text to congratulate him or he just visit him in his apartment.

What a shame.

I didn't even get the chance to introduce myself to him.

I want to befriend him so bad, so that I have a reason to talk with him, I badly want to be part of his life, I've always wanted to have some simple interaction with him, but life is a bitch.

I pouted when Jungkook is out of my sight now, anyway it's time to go home now because his class already ended.

I flinched when my phone vibrates..

I pull out my phone, Seokjin texted me.

From: Seokjin <3
             Jiminie, come to the shop, once your class ended.

From: Seokjin <3
             I have something to tell you.

From: Seokjin <3
             I can't wait, come here as soon as possible minnie, take care.

***

Coffee Shop

"Good Afternoon, hyung." I greeted Seokjin. He is in the counter, there's only a few customer here.

"Where's the others hyung?" I asked.

"Lay is absent as well as Chen and Namjoon, he's washing the dishes." I just nod as a response, "Jiminie you love my brother am I right?" My eyes widened, what the hell, am I in trouble now that he know that I like his brother? I felt my cheeks heat up in embarassment, I quickly averted my gaze.

"W-what's wrong with you, Seokjin hyung?" I asked.

"Aww my minnie is so shy." He cooed.

"Stop it, hyung." I groaned.

"Minnie, I have a good news for you." He says. I look at him again,

"Good news?" I asked.

"I asked Jungkook about the blind date thing, and he agreed!" He says excitedly. I mentally rolled my eyes, I don't think Seokjin just 'asked' him it's more like he forced his brother to agree.

Wait. . .

Did he said a date? A Blind Date?! With Jeon Jungkook?! But with whom?!

I felt  my heart clench. Seokjin knew that I have a feelings for Jungkook but he set him on a date with someone else. He is rude.

"D-does it concern me?" I asked, trying to calm myself.

"Minnie you're so slow!" He paused for a moment then he held my cold hands, "It's your date with Jungkook, ofcourse it does concern you. Also, he asked me your name, see? Now you can't say that he knows nothing about you." My eyes widened in surprise, mouth forming an 'o' shape.

"Aren't you happy?!" He asked me.

Happy? Me?!

"Hyung, no!" I protest.

"What?!" Seokjin asked, brows knitted together in confusion.

"Hyung I can't. I don't have a plan to confess, like it never crosses my mind." I cleared out, Seokjin smiles at me, his expression turn into amusement.

"Jimin calm down, you are not going to confess okay? I just want to introduce you to Jungkook, that's all." He says while putting his hands on my shoulder.

"For real? Are you sure?" I asked him.

"Ofcourse, I want Jungkook to notice you. You're cute together, believe me." I smile, Seokjin is so sweet, he is like our supporter.

"I want him for you, So I'm hoping it turns out well." He added.

I want him for myself too but the problem is...

"You said he is single for years now. I don't think he is looking out for a relationship. He is not interested, hyung." I pointed out.

"We can't tell that he is not interested Minnie, you better stop thinking negative things, just enjoy your date, I really hope Jungkook would ask you for a second date, I can't wait." I sigh defeated.

"We will going to date later right?" I asked Seokjin and he nodded,

"Hyung I don't have an idea what to wear!"

***

Blind Date.

"Hi, Sorry I'm late." I said softly but he didn't even spare me a glance. He's emotionless.

I'm used to it, he's always like that even with Yugyeom. But I can't help but to feel pathetic right now. I look like an idiot, just standing infront of him while staring at him.

I'm so nervous.

No, nervous is an understatement.

I gulped when our eyes met, he is looking at me now, frowning.

I immediately took the chair and sat across from him, he stared back at his phone. He is typing, I think he's texting Seokjin.

I bit my lower lip.

Should I copy what he is doing? Should I pretend to text someone too, I feel like he's in a bad mood because of our date.

I should've rejected Seokjin.

Because first, I don't have any plan on confessing how I feel for him.

Second, he will just going to reject me. He stays single for almost three years for nothing.

Damnit.

Why did I agree to be here in the first place?!

I sighed.

First of all it's because of Seokjin second it's because Jungkook accepted Jin's request which is a rare one, almost impossible to happened and third, part of me like the idea because I've been wanting this to happened right?

He tilt his head and my eyes went wide in surprise, he caught me staring again and I felt my heart speeds up, my heart beats a little unsteadily..... I flinched again when I accidentally bumped the glass of water with my fist causing it to spill. I clench my fist, until my knuckles turned white.

What the hell am I doing....

"So-Sorry," I mumbled before biting my lower lip. There's a waitress happened to see it and he walks toward us and clean it immediately, I really felt bad so I muttered sorry and she just smile at me.

After a few moments he ordered a food, without asking what I'd like to eat. Great.

Then after that, there's a moment of silence between us again, Since I got here we didn't even talk to each other.

I told you before he is more of a listener type. This is so awkward.

I don't want to open my mouth to talk either, for what? He will just going to ignore me.

When his attention was on his phone again, I stared at him again, appreciating how he good he looks right now.

My heart is thumping loudly.

I'm still happy even though he's giving me a cold shoulder.

After a long wait.... or should I say 15 minutes, the waitress settled down the food he ordered.

Then my smile fell down, he ordered a shrimp.

I'm allergic.

Should I tell him? But I think it's better not to...

I don't want him to think that I'm a picky eater... even though it's true.

"Jimin-ssi," I flinched, he called my name! It so overwhelming and I can feel butterflies inside my stomach.

I'm inlove, indeed.

"Why don't you eat?" Then my heart dropped. My excitement fell down too. He sounds like 'why don't you eat, so that we can part ways already' I should have expected this to happened. What do I expect? Seokjin forced him to have a blind date with me.

I started eating, slowly chewing my food. Forcing myself to swallow it. I glance at him and he's doing the same, he is eating peacefully.

I bit my lower lip when I felt my chest tightened. My breathing changes too, so I took it as a cue to excuse myself.

"E-excuse me, Jungkook. I'm going to the restroom." I said before I stood up bringing my bag with me.

***

I checked my bag and sighed in relief when I saw my medicine, thank goodness.

Then I quickly took it.

Relax Jimin. Everything is going to be alright. Jungkook is waiting, don't make a bad impression. Don't disappoint Seokjin too, he made an effort for this to happened.

Just think how he persuade his brother or should I say how he threatened his brother just to date you, Jimin.

You owe this one to him, you have to leave Jungkook a good impression so that he will asked you for a second date.

Ha.

You wish.

Jungkook look uninterested and annoyed.

When I calm down, I stared at the mirror and fix myself.

You can't let him know that there's something happened, Jimin. I remind myself.

I went back to him as soon as I'm done...

And when I came back,

He is gone.

"Excuse me, did you by any chance saw my date?" I asked one of the waiter.

"He left already, after paying the bill."

My blood runs cold.

He ditch me.

Jeon Jungkook ditch me.