Jimin's POV

9:00 PM

I'm going back to Busan tomorrow. I already took care of my papers in School. I also bid Kaepsong members and Bambam a goodbye.

Kaepsong members begged me not do it. They don't want me to transfer school but I didn't change my mind even though Baekhyun cried in front of me. I'm not sure if he cried because he's sad or it was because he lost one member in his precious Club.

It's been three days since our break up. I'm still not okay to be honest. I think I will never be okay. That's why I need to go back to Busan to forget everything. Everything about him, about us as soon as possible.

Someone knock on my door but I ignored it. I don't want to talk to Hobi. I'm tired. I want to be alone.

"Jimin ah, it's me Namjoon!" I sighed heavily and stood up. I walked towards the door and opened it. I offer him a small smile and he is now looking at me with unreadable expression.

"Do you really have to do this?" He asked me straight to the point, no hi or hello.

"This is my only option to forget him, hyung." I answered.

"Why don't you tell him truth, Jimin. Why did you hide from him the real reason? Why don't you just ask him what he truly feel about you?" Namjoon asked me voice laced with irritation.

"Because I can't! I don't want him to feel sorry about it. I don't want him to pity me and I don't want to hear from him that he still love Taehyung! There's no point of asking him because I already knew the answer!" I spat while crossing my arms over my chest.

"What if you're wrong, what if Jungkook love you and not Taehyung anymore?" I chuckle dryly.

"I don't want to keep myself hoping." I answered.

"Are you really going back to Busan?" He asked me tone soft and sad. I nodded.

"What time are you leaving tomorrow?" He is looking at me with sad eyes. I lowered my gaze. I don't want to see him being sad.

"Seven in the morning." I answered.

"Okay." He says.

"Can you at least give hyung a hug?" He asked me and I looked up at him. I step closer and hugged him tightly. He kissed the crown of my head.

"Don't worry we will going to visit you there." I hummed in response.

"Love you, Chim." I chuckle, "Love you too, hyung." I mumbled.

11:35 PM

I sat down at the edge of my bed while looking at my things that I packed earlier. I'm ready for tomorrow but I'm having a second thoughts. I don't feel like going. I flinched when suddenly the door opened. I thought it was Namjoon at first but I remember that he left already.

"Hobi hyung do you have anything to say?" I asked him but it looks like he is not listening to me. I glance away.

"If you don't have to say—" Hobi cuts in, "I lied." I frowned and I looked at him. What does he mean he lied?

"Taehyung... he doesn't have amnesia." I paused for a moment. Taehyung doesn't have amnesia? If he doesn't have an amnesia then why did he left Jungkook? Why did he lie?

I suddenly remember what Seokjin told me—"I don't believe Taehyung forced to leave Jungkook. I do think it was his decision. Even if he has amnesia he doesn't need to leave his life here. He should stay here and give Jungkook a chance to be part of his life again, he may forget everything but the heart remembers, Jimin."

"He told me the truth before he left." Seokjin suspected something is wrong with Taehyung's disappearance and it turns he's right. Taehyung wasn't forced to leave Jungkook. It was his owned decision but why?

"I don't know when it started but his feelings for Jungkook suddenly change." Hobi snaps my thought.

What the hell.

"The accident was just only an excuse so that he could get out from their relationship. He lied to him because he wants Jungkook to forget about him and move on. He was coward to tell Jungkook the truth." I covered my mouth using my hand. How could he do that to Jungkook? Shit. He deceived Jungkook.

"He thought when he pretends to forget his memories, Jungkook will forget about him and move on but he was wrong." Hobi says expression contorted with sadness.

"Taehyung really wants to get away from him, he doesn't want to be with him anymore but he left Jungkook without any explanation." I furrowed my brows, confusion written all over my face.

"Why are you telling this to me? You should tell him about this hyung!" I blurted out. I can't believe that he kept this from Jungkook.

"Taehyung asked me— he is my cousin too, please understand me." I shook my head. Hobi is wrong. He shouldn't have hide everything. If Jungkook knew what's the truth behind Taehyung's disappearance then it will be easier for him to move on and forget about him. Jungkook wouldn't have suffered.

"I am telling you this because I feel like I am being unfair and you need to know the truth behind Taehyung's disappearance." I shook my head.

"No, it's not me. It's Jungkook, he needs to know the truth! You knew he couldn't still move on! It's been three years but he's still suffering! It still pains him! Why did you choose to keep your mouth shut? Don't you pity him hyung? He deserves to know the truth!" Hearing the truth from him makes me emotional. I feel so sorry for Jungkook.

"It pained him when Taehyung left him and it will just hurt more if he knew the real reason why he left." I shook my head. I'm getting frustrated right now.

"No, you're wrong Hobi." I trailed off, "If he knew everything, do you think he won't choose to move on?" I continued. Hobi lowered his gaze, expression guilty.

"Jungkook can't move on because he thought Taehyung has amnesia that Taehyung didn't mean to hurt him, that he didn't mean to leave him just like that. For him Taehyung is innocent for everything." Hoseok fell silent.

"Jungkook tried to kill himself but you stayed silent." I spat tone sharp. He glanced up at me, expression contorted with anger.

"I didn't tell you everything to question my decisions Jimin. I have no right to tell Jungkook. Taehyung is the only who have the right to tell him everything. Not me. Especially not you." Then the whole room fell silent.

2:01 AM

I'm still thinking about what happened earlier. I forced myself to sleep but I could not sleep.

I really feel bad for Jungkook. I feel sorry for him. How could Taehyung do that to him? Jungkook is suffering and hurting because of him.

He fall out love and I can understand that it was not something you can control but he should at least told Jungkook about it. He should have confessed what he truly feels to Jungkook.

Taehyung left Jungkook because he falls out love.

Worst, He deceived Jungkook.

It's so complicated!

But the only thing I could think of is— I need to see Jungkook! Jungkook needs me and I can endure everything.

I don't care if he still love him. I can always pretend that I didn't know everything about his past. The only thing that matters is I love Jungkook.

I climbed off my bed and I grabbed my jacket not bothering to change my clothes.

*_*_

I waited for Taxi— when it stopped in front of me, I quickly went inside and said the address to the driver.

When I arrived outside of their building, I ran inside, heart pounding.

I need to see him! I need to get him back!

2:30 AM

I'm now in front of his apartment pressing the doorbell countless time and breathing heavily. I think he's now sleeping but I won't stop pestering him. I don't care if he gets mad at me and even if he pushes me away, I won't leave him. I will never leave him again.

I was about to press the doorbell when the door opened, revealing Jeon Jungkook with a messy hair— eyes widening in surprise.

"Jungkook-ah."

[A/N: Sometimes it's really hard for me to translate Filipino language to English. I'm not fluent in English. Sorry if there's a lot of grammatical error he-he. Please excuse any mistakes]