Jimin's POV

I groaned. My head is pounding, I looked around and notices that Jungkook is not beside me anymore. I forced myself to sit up and climbed off the bed to look out for Jungkook.

I walked outside our shared room and headed to the living room. I saw Jungkook seated on the couch and I frowned because he was all dressed up.

"Good morning." I greet him, he glances at me and he smiled, eyes crinkling.

"Good morning, babe." I mentally rolled my eyes, lips twitching upward forming a small smile. He stood up and walks closer to me.

"I prepared your breakfast already." He said and my frown deepened, "We have a group project so I have to leave, babe." He said softly, I pouted. Today is Saturday and both of us don't have any classes. Why now? We could have just stay here and enjoy our day or have a date.

Jungkook cupped my face and caressed my cheek a small smile appeared on my lips.

"I will go home after we're done in our project, so don't be upset okay?" I gave him a small nod then he smiled at me before kissing the crown of my head.

"See you later." I nodded my head as he pulled away from me. He waves him hand before he left.

I sighed heavily. I headed back towards our room and lay down. What am I going to do? Jungkook left. I'm sure Seokjin and Namjoon are both busy in the Shop.

My phone suddenly vibrates. . .

I grabbed my phone that was place on the table just beside the bed. I looked at the screen and my eyes widens when I saw the caller ID. I answered his call immediately.

"Let's meet." He said. I felt my heart warms. Does it mean we are okay now?

"Sure where?" I asked him tone laced with excitement.

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Meeting place.

"Hobi hyung." I called out his name and he glanced at me. I gave him a warm smile before moving closer towards his direction.

I sat across from him. He is looking at me with unreadable expression.

"I'm so happy, Hobi." I said to him smiling then I frowned because he is not showing any emotion to me. I thought he wanted us to meet to sort things out between us.

"Hyung is there any problem?" I asked him, I felt my heart racing. I don't know why, "D-do you have something to say?" I asked him stammering, feeling nervous all of the sudden.

"Taehyung is back." I felt my heart dropped.

"Now that he's back, I think you know what will happen next." I fell silent for a moment. I was surprised. I don't know what to feel knowing that he's back.

"Taehyung is here, he doesn't need you anymore." I felt my heart twinge when he said that. He's talking casually not even minding what I would feel. I feel like he's not my bestfriend anymore. I feel like he is not the friend that I knew before.

"Do you think for the past three years, Jungkook had stopped finding him?" Suddenly my whole chest hurts . . .

"What do you mean, you still don't know? I am paying you enough to find him! Do your work right!"

"See? You're the one with him. You're his current boyfriend but he still looking for Taehyung." I clenched my fist. I don't want him to see that it was affecting me. I can't show him how it hurts me deep down inside.

"I- It doesn't matter if he's still finding him. Taehyung doesn't love him right? I don't have any reason to leave Jungkook." I can't leave Jungkook just like that because I know Taehyung doesn't love him anymore.

"But Jungkook loves him, it's the only thing that matters." I looked away and I closed my eyes taking a deep breath, "You love him even though you knew everything about his past, even though you knew how much he loves him. You are just like him, Jimin. He still loves Taehyung even though he left him three years ago." I opened my eyes and my vision became blurry. I look at his direction, expression hurt.

"Jimin please stop now, as your bestfriend all I want is the best for you. I know I'm being unfair because I can't support your decision but please try to understand me. I don't want to see you hurting." He cleared out.

"If he knew that Taehyung is back now, you know he will choose him over you. You should end your relationship with him." I stayed silent for a moment. Why can't he understand me? Why does he have to shove in my face the truth that Jungkook loves him? I knew everything. I'm not stupid.

I sighed heavily. . .

I offer him a smile, tears streaming down my face.

"No hyung," I trailed off, shaking my head. "If you think that I will leave him, it won't happen. I already promise him that I will never leave him." I paused for a moment and wiped off my tears.

"The decision depends on him. If he wants me to leave him, I will. If he wants me to let him go, I will set him free." I said trying to keep my voice calm.

"Jimin listen carefully..."

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After our conversation, I found myself standing outside the amusement park. I just needed some time to be alone.

"One ticket for ferris wheel." I said softly and she frowned at me.

"Are you sure you're going to ride it alone?" She asked me and I gave her a small nod, expression emotionless. She gave me the ticket and left.

I went inside the ferris wheel and looked outside the window. . .

Flashbacks. . .

"Jungkoo---" Jimin stops when Jungkook pulled away and looked at him, his index finger pressed against Jimin's plump lips.

"You remind me of someone, Jimin... and your smell is kind of addicting. Just like him." Jimin frowned in confusion.

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"Do you really enjoy this kind of thing?" He asked suddenly Jimin whips his head to look at him, nodding his head.

"Somebody might think it's just a 'small thing' or 'nothing special' but for me it's something else, it's something big because I enjoy it and it makes me happy." Jimin answered making Jungkook stunned, but soon Jimin noticed how his expression changes- 'What's wrong? I feel like my answer saddens him.' Jimin thought as he observed his boyfriend.

"There's someone I treasure the most and you share the same thoughts." He said in a low tone, voice laced with sadness, looking away. Jimin bit his lower lip.

"Who? I mean, you don't need to-"

"Someone that can't be replace by anyone." He answered right away. Jimin felt his heart clenched-'I don't know why though, but it makes my heart hurt a little.'

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"It's surprising too that you're acting as if you had move on, Jeon." I frowned in confusion, I noticed too that Namjoon and Seokjin stiffened.

"What are you implying, Jung." I flinched when I heard Jungkook's sharp voice.

"You know what I am implying, Jeon." Hobi said and tear his gaze from and look at me instead, eyes boring on me.

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"Wow, I didn't know there's something like this in Seoul."

"I used to go here every night to clear my mind." I glances at him and smiled, "I stop going here in a while but I did it tonight." He continued.

"Why?" I trailed off, he slowly glance at me. "Why did you come here again?" I asked him.

"Because... I'm not okay." He said tone low and sad then he tear his gaze away from me. I suddenly remember his reaction when we are inside the ferris wheel.

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"What do you mean, you still don't know? I am paying you enough to find him! Do your work right!" I frowned. It looks like he's mad at the caller. I think Jungkook noticed my presence and he ended the call quickly. He walk past me and went towards the living room, he's acting as if I'm invisible. I brushed it off and followed him.

"Jungkook-ah, is there something wrong?" I asked him. He stopped walking.

"Who called you?" I asked and walk in front of him but he refused to meet my eyes.

"Jimin, I'll drive you home it's getting late." He said. I felt my heart sank, he's doing it again, acting coldly towards me. I didn't ask him again and stayed silent instead.

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"Of course, I won't!" Jimin chuckles, "It will only happen, if I got into amnesia and forgot all my memories about you." The car suddenly stopped, the younger's grip on the steering wheel tightened.

"It's not a good joke, Jimin." Jimin missed the younger's annoyed expression and defend himself.

"It's not a joke, Jungkook. If someone's gotten into amnesia, he or she will forget all of his or her memories including the one they love." Jimin says and glanced at the younger.

"Don't expect that she or he will embrace or accept you after forgetting about you, because it's not that easy. He or she forgot everything about you and you can't just jump into him or her like nothing happened! But if he or she will let you be part of his or her life then---" Jungkook cuts in.

"Damnit! Shut up!" He looked at Jimin, face hardened.

"What's your problem?" Jimin asked him confusion written all over his face.

"You! Because you can't fucking shut up!" Jungkook shouted at him, Jimin felt himself getting irritated too.

"But I'm just stating my point!" He retorts, "Did I say I want to hear your fucking point?" Jungkook retorts back.

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"Don't leave..." He whispered and I frozen on my spot, I slowly looked back at him.

"Don't leave me, Taehyung."

I closed my eyes and let the tears fall, I covered my mouth to prevent myself from letting any sound.

I breath in slowly to calm myself.

My phone suddenly vibrates, I wiped off my tears before pulling out my phone.

From: Kookie

              Where are you :((

A smile spread across my face . . .

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"Jungkook-ah," I called out his name, as soon as he opened the door. He is looking at me confusedly.

"Hey did you cry?" I didn't answer him and move closer to hug him tightly.

"Are you okay?" I hummed in response before pulling away from the hug and looked up at him carefully.

"Jungkook-ah, I haven't eaten anything yet, can you cook for me?" I asked him with a sweet tone.

"Of course." He mumbled before pulling me inside and closing the door.

We are in the Kitchen now. I am seated on a chair and just watched him as he preparing to cook with his back facing me. I smiled softly before I stood up and walk towards him. I slowly wrapped my arms around him and back hugged him.

"What is it, Jimin?" He stops in his track and asked me softly.

"Can we stay like this for a while?" I asked instead of answering him. I heard him chuckles. He turned his head and looked at me.

"Of course, we can." He says before he resumes cooking. I tightened my grip and pressed my forehead against his back. I bit my lower lip when I felt my eyes sting. He suddenly stops moving, I loosened my grip when he turn to face me. I lowered my gaze refusing to meet his eyes.

"Did something happen? You can tell me." He says tone concern. I sighed and looked up at him and smiles.

"Nothing happened. I guess I just missed you." He doesn't looked convince but I ignored it, "Jungkook-ah, after we eat, I want to watch movie with you." I said. He smiles at me and nodded.

"Okay? I think that's a good idea." I gave him a smile not reaching my eyes. I know he's being weird out of my actions but he stayed silent and I appreciate it. It's just I don't want to waste time. I want to enjoy every moment with him.

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We interlaced our hands while his head rested on my lap while watching the movie. I noticed that he is not looking at the screen, I shifted my gaze to look down and I caught him staring. I frowned.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" I asked him but he just stared at me, expression not amused.

"Something is off about you." I was taken aback at first but I forced myself to smile at him, "You can tell me." He said tone low and soft. I shook my head chuckling.

"There's nothing wrong, Kookie." He gave me a small smile, "Tell me." He asked again tone hurt. I felt my heart sank. I swallowed the lump in my throat.

"I just can't believe that we are now together. I mean, I always watched you from a far for almost two years." I trailed off then he chuckles, his expression softens and he slowly closes his eyes, the smile on my face faded

"So you're my stalker?" He grinned, "Maybe." I answered.

"When I first saw you in the coffee shop, my first impression about you is I think you're kind of cute." I was surprise when he said that.

"What? Does it mean you already know who I am before Seokjin set us up on a date?" I asked him curiously.

"No, I just know your face but I don't your name." He trailed off making me laugh, "You're so loud that time and you're arguing with your friend." He continued, I grinned.

"You mean, Hobi?" I asked him.

"I'm not sure if it's Hoseok, since his back facing me that time." Suddenly the sadness I felt earlier slowly fading.

"If you already saw me in the shop before, does it mean you knew that we are attending the same university?" I asked tone laced with excitement.

"Yeah. I couldn't help but to notice you because I always spot you wherever I go." I laughed, shit, he noticed me.

"Did you ever think that I'm stalking you?" I asked him.

"No." He says tone sleepy. I smiled before brushing his hair using my fingers. I silently watched him sleep. I took my time to observe him. . .

. . .and I smiled faintly.

I wish we could always stay together, Jungkook ah.